Now age as contemporary society’s speedy and out of the blue change must have us changed anytime in no recessing, giving nothing but it.

If no matter what takes place, never changed one was present, how can we regard the one so normal?

Coz, we couldn’t survive, if we have no attention to all things take place around our world in which we survive.

Not only these facts but also, no matter what takes place, how can we find the place where any matter is never influencing anything?

If we would never having any reaction to all what takes place in world, what secured can we have?

Certainly, whatever happens, unchangeable thing might be needed to us, I know so well, but at very risky and dangerous situation, I wonder if I could do everything with no fear.
That is very honest opinion to me, you know.

However, I can think watching eternity in reality as precious and so important.

Hence, also I would be obliged to be perplexed to that so precious gap between optimistic mindset and so pessimistic anxiety.

Eventually, I anytime crave for getting ease back to me, if only it would be gotten, I’d never have any fear.

Thereby, we might need so easy sleep, either I might do so.
But so stark, what is our eternity?
What is essentially so to me?
Where should I look for it?

But I’ll quit thinking it so attached and nervously, for the present. Coz, if I do so, another light might have been seen to me.

Hey, my Angel, if you were somewhere, I’ll be able to visit, please call me as you can.
I’ll approach you so, rapidly, because, now what I need is just only you!

(Feb. 5th. 2020)