After all, to one seen from the beginning easy one to deal, unexpectedly nasty presence to handle, that own misguided idea after all brought me so wearisome reality, consequently, thus in the end, I was obliged to conclude that at a stretch easily seen one is unexpectedly unnecessarily conservative and nasty problem to handle to us, in general, we can regard so, so necessarily, you know. 

Thereby, after all, to the one whose mind had been shredded so completely, the secret hope to judge all in anything which will happen on the earth, that fantasy necessarily can be made so typically. Necessarily at imagining positively brought that optimism can be made occasionally, but that maintained time is in general not that long. Because our own fantasy effective extent is obly at so impulsively shortened, for the first time, very realizable. 

In other words, illusion is anytime effective only at very ephemerally shortened time run extent. And if not that more mainly only illusion dominant world could be existing, we will never survive nor feel easy mind so realistically.

Nevertheless, very occasionally surely we have the time we personally want us in some sweetened illusion as fantastic minded time for a while. Necessarily it will need to be switched into really realized idea dominant time.

After all, only ordinary thing is the most difficult object for analyzing, because in the end, every very exceptionally seem and very rare and strangely kinky thing is made through only ordinary and commonplace thing and their own nature or ptsence by each itself. 

How we can regard all those ordinary things are the key to find out truly valuable and knowing what can be owning worthwhile things or not.

And, in the end, to us, how our socially necessary form was done on us, or how appropriately what we had dealt with was done according to regarded orthodox procedure as the asking around the form by itself is integrally the most, and form means the good performance. Not our mind, only to us, mind is consequently reacting around as good or not  in estimating around what we all have done, only that estimting is the important.  

The truth doesn't discriminate genre, e.g., jurisprudential order, philosophy or so. 
Form makes content, not content makes form. Because our mind is not that by itself clarified nor trustworthy, thus to us at speaking any language, grammar must be important. 
And to us, our using own language and grammar, with vocbutary are the same, each merely one form. 

(Irregularly continued)

May. 7th.      2024