Out of the blue, all human indviduals were obliged to have own anxiety to tomorrow, and that anxious day would never be forecasted which these days' charater it would last for so long time or not in no idea held on our minds.

If this crisis could have never come to us, we would have scheduled as usual, as if we would have never have any troubled, but once this strangely outrageous threat came to us, all ordinary things were upsetted to never expectable phase, but so funnily, our appetite and personal carnal desire must never controlled, rather these all desirable wantings must have been amplified than ever ordinary days earlier from now.

That phenomenal sympton, we've never be noticed so much in satisfied with everything supplied and procured ever, but now even the foods we've usually easily gotten at supermarket or so are staled to be bought by customers.
That no exit tension must make us aware of any necessary commodities either were carried in so miraculous circulation.

But all these convenience must get to be nuisance when we confront malfunctioned social destitution, in other words all necessary circumstance must become paradoxical in rather purplexed object, coz we all must never be accostomed to any now facing inconvenience.

This time occasinally suffering situation might have lingered and lasted  for so long period. 
In the situation, at least to me, particularly so necessary normal things for our daily life must have become so miraculous things to us,  at lest to my spirit I cannot help but regarding it as so, that exceptional our sharing experience had taught me so that all necessary things must never be easily realized, probably so many individual citizens must have the kind of idea and particular sensibility in hard days.
But very many systems might be refromed so obligedly, and to that thing so many ones might not have skeptic emotion, that thing is seen so marvellous and either a little bit so terror and horror together. 

Although we could get used to spend this situated life unexpectedly so easily, the kind of expectation seems to be possible,  I guess so. This is my honest impression to these days horrible character and our feeling to the future.
(May. 4th. 2020)