I'm either the one who creates something nwith sensation, but including me, the sort of ones could never have special strange character, I'm either just ordinary one who can have anxiety and horror to new corona virus pandemics.

Probably nobody can get ease, so easily now in this desperate jeopadised situation of us.

But in it, I dare to think of creating stance, fisrt I always have question what reality is for me or us as human. Real situation is consistently so tough, but all of us probably has so personal issue, in nour own life. 
That thing anytime annoys us.

Thereby, writing something about it means at least for me, at a degree, somewhat of confession of my own mind's issue, that is usually and internally, these two discernment is just only the diffrence to appear, thus these have deeply mutual relevance, in other words, caused from externally occering thing as social issue, and at each moment own problem.

Eventually anytime, so personal and private issue is relevant with public thing, coz it must be so resisting our own life, and our hoping condition, and really realized condition in my mind knowing gap. We just only anytime make own struggle to restricted issue, with hindrance in solving complex condition for providing us so opened way and space for our own future.

This inescapably irrestible proposition for us in me must regulate my creating in writing and composing sentences. 
E.g. now our suffering virus's threat must never be solved so easily and complete social recovery all over the world could be moreover afterward of our long struggle. 

But, all of us are in almost the same condition, the eventually all issues for us are anytime either so personal for anyone. To me, this crisis offering own anxiety would be one of the most essential propositional interest, and it could never be limited in my reality situation.

In other words, I either am needed endurance and patience, in my life, what is that so inconvenient fact, what it means is my sentence creating stance and it depends on what creating means, I think seeming so abstruct thing at a glance to regard it as so concrete.
In its view, all how I'm making sentence's object exists at least to me, all what I address belong to it.
(Apr. 5th, additionally wrtitten at July. 6th. 2020)
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