Afterward words are  written at creating poetry, first what I wrote at fruited or meant to me must be known, but at writing moment that mechanism to be resulted is never seen, nevertheless, I want to know it everlastingly, then I would never quit writing, but anytime driving force to write it could never be indentified.

However, writers try to create cooler and drought words, they could never delete any sentimental nor emotional elements from their creating thing, forevermore.

Dancing moment must expire sometime, and trance flashy emotion gradually undone to ordinary mind, but afterward all party was done, reminiscent emotion needs always the most  unforgotten trance moments' mind, but that reproducing is always so impossible.

All lovable moment's hightened emotion is anytime flashy only at remiscence, but that mind must need not loosened state, then very many memories that will not made.

Lingering attachment to the best time must never be enfeebled, actually realizable occasion must decrease, the best memory's emphasis must dwell on mind so persistently. There anybody could reconcile memory's immortal nature to always switching time transiting speed, then any anarchist nor radicalist could never throw away all of sentimental emotion, neither.

For keeping dandism of them, they only follow more never romantic harsh reality.

All lost thing makes pulling out from memorized in mentality, all gotten thing makes us abandon all lost thing at having feeling priotised. Reality's commonplaceness only makes
them abstantion to remeber lost thing. 

Daily routine must be so bored and less to miss, but only it makes us memory so beautiful.

We could never reproduce one masterpiece work's accompanying motivated mind again, because just immediately done of any the best work, we must make us swtich to another phase so defiantly, that mind descision must be so subjective, because we have no other way to go onto the time shifting rail running.

Our mind must be material as physiolosically meant dimension, only thought and picutured contents must be metaphysically not materialistic. 
Eventually memory holding our nature must be either autonomous controlled gadget, just it seems to be irreplaceable. However, that mind would be one so presistent illusion.

Nevertheless, we feel no necessity to delete all these ephemeral addiction to be at reminiscence.

All external move and topical distraction must make our body and mind get along with these main current, however, anytime perfectly another items could be reproduced only at our mind, so personally.

We all are memory carrying ship on only materialistic running with time transiting.
That carried picuture could be painkiller of realied harshly fixed factually substantiated matters.

We certainly know them all, but we must never unblock that all reality from our body and mind, everlastingly. Because we know that only getting along with time running and following that transiting makes us memory and romantic everything.

All by us are as if the moon must be circling around our earth. 
Then only moon would be our only talkable comrade to us, wouldn't it? 

Jan. 16th. 2021