When I remember very younger days of me, very harsh impression done by so disgusting ones for me given to me those days, that work was made by me passionately in those days, and some ones, in all ones who appreciated my work wit praising ones to mine, could have very harsh criticizing look to me, and now I can understand their opinion, at the matter of fact, those days I didn’t want to accept their correctness, but I was aware of my creator’s ability as shortage was obviously given to me, even at those days, so potentially on my mind, at the matter of fact, you know.

Eventually I can have now my idea that rather anytime so severely criticizing anybody’s work must make us so modest and honest at progressing mindset than praising or applauding somebody unexpectedly so easy to anyone, even if the one could be so honest and passionate at criticizing it. Because we all are presence to make advance by ourselves so spontaneously, even at being harshly criticized by anybody.

Meanwhile, from one fellow, at my work another those days after upper sentences explained, very bluntly talking was given to me, and it was eventually what now to me is unforgettable still.
After I was unemployed by a manager whose managing company giving my working achievement was never suitable(surely really professional world must need more so strict ability to us, and consequently I could never last that work, I those days for a while was engaged in), and after accomplishing my all must to leave that work, those days’ my work fellow in knowing that my ability as professional was never suitable to me as those days I was accompanied with, said to me so kindly, “What do you have some opportunity to look for your next job, even if it could be nothing to you, anyway do your the best as you can now!”
That his words must never be forgettable even now.

Unexpectedly when we are so depressed as one guy, rather very blunt talking farewell to leaving one as those days me could heal us so personally, rather than so pitiful and merciful message was given to us, you guys, you know!

Eventually even at now, I could never forget that his word, I don't remember his name, just his age was very close to mine.

That kind of personally unforgettable episode at own past memorably accidental matters to us certainly exist to us. That very small talk could be applicable either to not so close friend, or either to even just to strangers with small greeting together or question to the route to own destination at a city or so we have no precise idea geographically.
Necessarily to normal fellows and just only face acquaintances to us, you see.

Let us get back originally taken subject again!

At the matter of fact, rather very harsh criticism or evaluating talk in praising or so with any speech around our own doing, so personal scenes could be either at each case so never forgettable to us, you know.
What makes them so must be caused from these things probably could have been so honest impression or kind of impulsively done confession at no malice pretense, and even we could say so occasionally that so passionately talking at only praising could be kind of officially done social rhetoric or so. At very worse situation, that talk could be either just pretending to be fellow to us or only flattery.

Then, just immediately after getting to know each other, so mutually praising relation could never last so long period, because these acts could be only strategical public relation, or so, necessarily the kind of them must be necessary in terms of publicly neccessary spot at business, but what I now talk about as subject is more personal human relation to us.

Sympathizing appealing has two different typed of expression, one is just only for business discourse, second is just so personal, and specifically at younger days for anyone, latter must be so integral, and the ones who have no experience to these talks or human relation are apt to be so crooked or necessarily crippled or deformed unconsciously to the oneself, because specifically at younger generation, anybody needs to have these so diverse human relation and emotionally indispensable initiation to adult society.

Eventually, we could say, of course, truly praising message could be possible to have for us all, but all praising talked contents could not be honest impression talk.

In other words, only so severely not so good assessing talk to us could be rather honest impression by that talker, because the one must have anticipated more than what we’ve made and released as some work or so. Then harshly assessing impression talk must never be lie, unless it was malicious ill-natured slander or so.

In other words,we all should thank and have gratitude either to criticizers to us, so personally, because when we are at deadlock in our mission job, rather so harsh criticism could work at our mind and brain as so precious treasure as the instructive advice to guide us another exit from darkness, with wisdom to solve so entangled mind at difficult situation.

Really, just what so many antagonists and their harshly aggressive opinions, moreover enemies, rivals or so exist to us. They must make us positively ambition to persuade them and convince them our own ability, otherwise, even fighting spirit, and those things must solve our so depressed feeling at defeated gloomy situation after some not so small delay.
Eventually, these perceptive minds make us vigor to promote us have some another better job or work at advanced stepped phase or dimension to us.

Frankly, any kind of honestly talked criticizing message could be kind of dissatisfaction to our work done by us. In other words, all criticizers as appreciators to movie for film makers, musicians with composers, singer and song writers, dancers, and customers for all pioneering engineers, sales personnels, readers for authors, novelists, otherwise, all ones in academic circle for researching ones as scholars or so, in terms of their dissatisfaction, they all could have anticipated with so bigger degree that actually they originally were accustomed with, and their negative impression after appreciating, using or so was so honest their it after starting to appreciate and use them. And these anticipated assessment was once betrayed at appreciating and using their work. That resulted thing is just their dissatisfied impressionably confession from them to all suppliers, makers, creators.
In these honest dissatisfaction must make only no discrimination at genre, professional distinction.

In other words, we should make us progressed as superior as our personal old fellows or acquaintances could have had to evaluated our own job as their own subject.

Hence, to me, I can say that very disgusting ones at my younger days are all, even if I can have no contact nor chance to be approachable, so welcome presence to us, so personally, because only with our own memory around their honest not so good impression to my work, thereby the ones I can call even now “that guy” are all so wonderful presence, because if we are dead, we could never meet and be heard of their harsh criticism to us, you see!

Eventually, only very severe criticizers with just guys whose act, ideas, manner have been nothing but what we personally have been holding only disgusting or hating emotion must be our the best lesson, instruction, or even initiation to adult world around what we personally have just begun to start at any older ages.

Let us have gratitude to all stincard at having own subject and sensibility or sensitivity for ascertaining that just their presence must make us so sure will,mindset, and only our own future making our now ungettable ability so far.

Feb. 1st., 2021

Memorandum; For the present, this essay series with the beginning of poetry tasty introduction ends here, one, but if I’d get some so unforgettable reminiscence so accidentally, I’ll up another articles again with the same title either from now on.

And additionally speaking, in other words, all criticizers’ voices to us makes us known that they either are another voice to us in honesty even if we have so many advocates to us, eventually all criticizers are just instead of potentially self dissatisfaction by our true advocates and fellows nevertheless whose each act and manner is so applauding or so. Because even just positive praising and sympathy must include some extent of another dissatisfaction turned to be criticism so essentially.
Eventually, ultimately, we could never survive both only with sympathy nor only with antipathy either not only rivals or enemies but also fellows.