Anybody wants to have future prospect, expectation and hopeful anticipation. But essentially any precise scheduling could be effective, only to just own daily routine could be effective only at our job missioned site, but to so further future we could never schedule anything even if we make an effort to doing so desperately, because very many things could happen at our that trying time. Except at our normally engaging job site in so emergent future we must keep a promise, we could never have any precise scheduling to anything, it must be the truth.

E.g. generally, very personally having so sensitive our loving thing to beloved one could never be realized only with precise scheduling, never yet that thing rather must be blown away with just gusting or blasting tasty all unexpected occurrence to us, we just face and grapple with everything so out of the blue coming up to us at each occasion. Never yet, anyway, that precise scheduling must be perfectly ineffective and just only obstruction to our all running act and our stepping and going for next phase at our time!

At radio station, pure love, amiable love, but either with so empty love, very badly behavioral love or so, at the matter of fact so conscious them and violently impulsive dagerous love are all on air with any request.
Eventually, only anarchism must manage these songs’ selection, and that means so much.

Eventually at any occasion and any case we are at confronting and dealing with so urgently, we must feel and get to be aware of that all scheduled things are just so limited to that situation.

E.g. about life of myself, I can have many things to confess, if I dare to doing so, even to me, almost all so only accidental things could be regenerated at my mind, but that thing is each absolutely replaceable to any other occasion or my experience then these are never be reproduced nor regenerated to me, eventually, you see.

Even to me, almost all only so accidental things could be regrettable at afterward reminiscence, or so but it could neither regenerated again usually either with very opportunely having out of the blue ungettable thing.

Actually, at my very younger days in my life, to women whom I got so many chances to have a date at each occasion, eventually anybody could never have the decisive chance for us as to be my partner in my life, you know.

Eventually, consequently afterward just breaking mutual mind about fulfilling loving, so accidentally I met a woman, and only to her, I had so deep relation, then eventually, if we have so passionate beloved emotion to somebody so personally, that mind could never fruit to the one usually, eventually very anytime only so accidentally out of the blue meeting must be fruited to us, mutually, then if we could have a chance to meet the one, again afterward consequently reached at deadlock in terms of lovavle relation, the woman could be so enchanted woman not ever I had an impression, at very gracefully seen to me, but of course that woman must have had another one’s love in acceptance by her spontanously, not realized at relation with me.

Ultimately very enchanting pretty woman must be made of very accidentally mutually pulled situation in so out of the blue advent or so.

E.g. when I headed for the woman first I was attracted and at last my desire to have a date with her, in walking at station or so in process to go to the destination as made appointment, suddenly another very beautiful woman asked the route to the destination she wanted to go, then I was replying so honestly and kindly to her question and I checked up time table of train or so at the request of her with my smartphone or so, as she had no idea around that region, then very out of the blue, two of us, at so irreplaceable best chance to have own private time with the reason that the train suitable for the time’s her could go just so earlier when she asked me, and half a day was left to her, and we immediately were having so passionate feeling and went to the restaurant to have a lunch or so and in running of the days mutually held mood, consequently two could go to motel or so after having lunch together so naturally, then after all, I just instantly decided to break the appointment to originally promising her, that very disorderly proceeding could be possible at anytime, at least in terms of specific emotion around different sex person at least for so normally straight one in men and women.

That kind of so accidental mutually emotion to keep company with different sex one must never be so rare at our life. In other words, as far as concerned to loving emotion, its running must never be consistently according to scheduled thing for anybody, then that thing must be so uncertain to us, and only that nature must be so necessary and natural at least to our mind, so essentially.

Then, ultimately rather we should never schedule anything so precisely, just need to have so rough plan at any day, that thing eventually makes us so relaxed and flexibly reacting any accidental matters coming up to us so out of the blue.
In other words, very minute scheduling must be practiced only at so decisively completed mindset and fixed ide, any other matter or item, we rather should have only so resilient and so versatilly changeable scheduling presuming any kind of unexpected chance and accident taken them into account of any result.

Generally, only strictly scheduled plan must be done only at decisively fixed case.

Then, eventually at having no specific aim or object, we rather should have only resiliently changeable plan and at so loosened plan, we should enjoy any kind of radical switching to any decided things, that thing could be said so positively to our own life, you see.

Then, we could say so principly according to our time traveling reality in terms of so ironical interpretation to our own life, we could never presume our own whim at our own future, we could never have any worry about future, but presumably if we could know it so all so well minutely to detailed moment content we would have sometime, we might have been so bored or tangibly only tepid coffee or sour milk tasty boredome anytime, and we must never have any anticipation nor wishing and hoping to the future.

In other words, our scheduled thing could be easily obliged at radically being switched so often, specificlyt if we set so long period in range of supposition, because ultimately our life must be reasoned and created to be fulfilled at only accumulating of own accidentality with each perfectly unexpected happenings and meetings in life.

Eventually very small subtle optional change and altering course must make us so head for
perfectly diffrentiated direction even we had, as necessary as usually private human relation with our own mind’s option not having contact so accidentally or with some reluctance to have meeting so often even to so close friend or fellow usually we keep company with, in absence of mutually meeting chance, the one could die or so. after all, at so longer period, we must have so unexpected meetings and farewell, and no scheduled and precisely and minutely only scheduled and well carried matters are so only seldom met, almost anytrime we have only unexpected and not presumably developing and consequence and our very autonomously our mind operating consequence to all occured things in memory and lesson creating mind, you see!
Then, eventually only rescheduling and switching and so instantly suddenly made cancellation and mindset resetting are so necessary and felt so naturally to our mind, only that thing could be convincing to our mind so generally, either you’re so, aren’t you?

(to be continued)

Jan. 30th., Feb. 3rd. 2021

Memorandum; Eventually we so frequently switch our scheduled things and reschedule, but afterward when we introspectively look back on own past, if we are noticed to what we personally could never opt or select, to these things we must have been aware of its reason, and only everything we after all really selected and made option to must be thought and felt so necessary to our mind so personally, in so longer span of our own life at our mind spontaneously driving our reason and brain into memory of all life.