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Mirage Out of the Blue Floating in front of My Eyes Part9

My mission for the present expired so safely. I received mail that the world top billionair got his ordered jewelries for his wife as her birthday present was sent so carefully and my mission was at the moment, as far as concerned to this time, so completed. Thus this time was the last time or another my mission could be offered to me or not, that depends on just my customer's evaluation, necessarily nominally that one was just the billionair, but essentially true customer as C🔲A's agency as unidentified person for me but who was nominating me as the dealer of jewelry sales, but that business made me so tense at working time as the true object was known to me either, namely all jewelry buyers are just patsy target for investigating true secret their activity, of course that was just for my employer, and they at the time I first was tested in white room, how I could have the relationship to fake customer for me was just up to me, just what I complete is only my duty and obligation, other all things must be my option, nevertheless I had no idea to do as the betrayal to C🔲A's agency, for the time being for me at that time, then I make sure I did completion the business once for C🔲A's agency as unidentified one for me, and at this process, that billionair was offering me so good impression, his raised background of his family was not so worse conditioned, only that thing could be seen either to me, and that time, I came near to accept completely his invitation to his so gorgeous villa, but I did not accpet his invitation so formally, just I said "see you again", certainly he attracted me, and made me think he consistently charmed any other one except me, that thing could have been so easily understandable either to me. 


Anyway, just what my dispatching angency was exposing true mission object was so honest treatment for us, if we could never be informed any true object and easily cheated and used only for them as transporter, the ones like us could have faced either so jeopadised incicental happenings just assasinated by targetted persons for securing their safety not known their true identity, that act by their agency dispatching me was the least respectful traetment to us, as really rare site working ones.


However, that mind was definitely what I had in tension of business obligatory consciosness, then before long I naturally got to forget that invitation thing to me at that time. And additionally originally set my object was completed, because my charge business's organization paid so much money into my bank account I specified according to their asking to me beforehand my starting that mission, then I had so relaxed time for a while, but spending these days, I graduallty got to have recollection moments of her, my R🔲ssian lover's nowadays situation, that thing could have been so careful interest and seed of anxiety. Of course, I had an idea of her true identification and her true name, because my realtion to her was never only for business, her name was Татьяна(Tatyana) but usually I called her Tanya, so simply for abbreviating. She first supposed to me that thing. She was blonde beauty, recently I sometimes watch as much as those days in my life, movie masterpieces through television, and recent so active actresses' identity and name I necessarily learn by heart, I am so middle ages one, then old days' so beautiful actresses' being and their name I frequently remember so suddenly, e.f. Jean Seberg, Mia Farrow or Dominique Sanda or so. All so popular for my country people. 


Anyway, I completely forgot that billionair's invitation to his wife's birthday party at the villa in Sw🔲itzerland's Lake G🔲eva, because I spent those days just being relaxed and enjoyed every single day, accompanied with so much money. 
Actually when I got his and their formal invitation card at true mail not e-mail, I at just the time first remembered those days' last mission at underground casino. 
Of course, if I was invited by him so formally, rather that act must have impacted his trust to me not as truly cheating him for agency's intrigue for investigation. Nevertheless, specifically with the reason that he was extraordinary billionair and the kind of person was never relevant ones for my life all the time, then a little bit my mind was confused so really at the moment I was formally invitated, then for a while, I had no decsion which I will opt receive or not, but once my mission was completed and I needed no touch to subsequnent process, then eventually I just could witness all sequel until the last moment any other one will practice and execute, unless their next offer to me was coming, then until the deadend of receiving date I did not answer the invitation card, as their request with e-mail response. But suddenly my interest was raising on my mind, because historical legacy as literature and history around them as celebrities could attract my mind around attending the occasion. 
Then, at last I sent e-mail to receive their invitation, then immediately they sent e-mail for informing me the date and time for departure to their villa at the nearest ariport for my residence at the time(Because at the corona virus pandemic situation for old continent, my staying whereabout was so small hotel as between stay and sojourning as being still in the same country of which desert or only so drought plain mainly managed land) . 
However, if I go to the party for their invitation, moratorium term must be necessary for entering into the country at hospital confinement, then if I attend it, very earlier I make sure have departure, then if I try to think these things, a little bit so funny feeling could be held at my mind either.


According to the mail to me, that party event would have limitation to be invited and enough space to keep distance mutually, that thing was written at the sentences, despite of it, this kind of period, birthday patry for spouse could be so easy going, that kind of impression, I was obliged to have to them, but simultaneously some curios mind could never be deleted from my mind, neither, really. At the matter of fact after I completed my mission, I wanted to have some amusing thing in my life, so necessarily only that thing I had in mind. 


(to be continued)



Mar. 9th.  2021