Contemporary society acknowledges all citizens appropriate levelled desirably greed at pursuing selfish amusing thing so positively, at least in terms of earning and playing, no nation's form's remarkable difference is none in world, just so tough competitive sosial aspect is allround truth in these days.

With pastime, hobby, any adult ones must have unforgettable memory, nevertheless, that could be so trivially small fact, not so seriously regarded.

That kind of indifference is never unnecessary, never yet just the kind of apathitic and so not heartwarming eomotion and affirmation to nihilistical denial must be loved by any citizen in contemporary society, it means our touched emotion and touching object for us must be transformed so much than ever we'd had in mind.

That tasty atomosphere is manageable at any landscape we can easily confirm nowadays.

When I walk around my home vicinity, I accidentally found some landscape regarded sites not so remarkably feasured, but that commnplaceness rather attracted my view and eyeline, 
that findings are just so stragely unidentified, eventually I have no idea around very normally not so characteristic aspect on the contrary, interests me, that truth I could find out so unexpectedly.

As I remember, since I was born, I'd loved so much so tired and bored landscape either, rather than sightseing spots in my country, you know.

To any contemprary citizen, that emotion could be shared so much, I have the idea, so confidentally.

Eventually, also that moment, I felt, in these areas, inexperienced bodily pleasantly infusion of externally fructuating neutrally heated air driving something, all my body and sprit.
With probably air wave particles and these a little erotically seductive current could be included reached to me.

All air ambient arranges my healthy condition, I occasionally had recollective momwnt, out of the blue, when I naturally was attracted to get my eyes to each so impressive object I accindentally found at one angle of landscape, and I continued walking so slowly looking around and sometimes gazed at very attractive commonplaceness, and occasionally stopped my step and took picuture with my smartphone to each of them.

All elements as components in confirmable landscape that time I looked around just seemed to wait for being looked at or gazed at by somebody like that time me,these things have each meaning which was so distinct as very older days there was almost the same aspect, same elements are now yet switchable and stands still, but another things were so renewal, I could judge so easily.

Old remains of prior modernized eras' road's signposts, but next thing was just renuwal it, or so, I could watch them all in discernment. But simutaneously each mutually indiffrent present aspect was driving me have very remotely gapped strange combination. Even if these adjoin together as aspect seemed to me made me associate our society as members in groups and social reality of municipality, because nowadays'  world must be what recommends all citizens so friendly and mutually familiar with, but simultaneously we all are at so harshly tough competition, in regarded competitive society, then, in terms of business, and race almost at live and let die mutually, you know, nevertheless, we must come together for surviving these virus pandemic perilous days into our sharable future we must run everlastingly.

Eventually these so these contradictory and mutually controversy urged days and our all aspects could be so contradictorily ambivalent in which we are just overshadowed and purplexed so much, thus, our life is each so privately personal, but at the same time, altogether public, in other words, very each so uniquely iequivalent but similtaneously very bound to unifromity as anybody is perfectly independent and so lonely then very any so uniqueness for anybody must be converged to uniformal equivalence consequently.

We all are social slave, then at least at free time, walking and seen landscape are the best chance to get us as mind of bodily bound reality releived and emancipated from competitive hell. social order is seen at the time so temporarily so illusion, because either all landscapes could be worldly world's slave and puppets, you see!

Very beautifully sunny beamed skies and made line by birds could make us touched to heard songs and music tunes in mind so excellently exiquisite as with contrust my imagination and inderectly gotten beain's interpretation to so ugly and dirty human society's appearance pictured on my mind.

I anytime accidentally discovered so quicly all these beautifully felt aspects in any angle landscape and I made in relevance, each of them so quickly interpreted to own words for me, that personally empirical experience must prove our own nature and consistently accompanied and regulated phiysiologically physical law in reevance means no border between subjectivity and personal own legacy and publicly equivalently given legacy.

Just so concretely I could be driven to personal memory as so amusing time to us and me, that was another mind's association to my past, and either its past could be own and so personal to me, but past thing is universally for anybody, past does never discriminate anyone in world, at least as long as the one is alive at the past.

Memory by itself could have been aware of its personally stocked them, nevertheless once forgotten, but suddenly having no omen, all these were regenerated to my mind, since the time, my life daily reality has been so, even now no changed.

Specifically, forgotten these things, even if they could be a moment to each other, gust might be anytime so effective. And gust could be the best reminder to so bitter sweet memories we've memorized so personally.

(to be continued)

Apr. 21st, 22nd.  2021