No introspection in taking manner only admirable at any adult society is seen so ordinary at any site of us.

Only plainly just acting is generally circulated and the ones whose belief is only obeying it could be majority.

Nevertheless I get some gapped feeling to these practicers

Then society thing is universally kind of perfection of totalized balance, but that would be at each occasion, so arbitrary.

But that nature depends on only domestic idea, ideology, and national justice.

Eventually, belonging consciousness could be constantly regarded so integral, and precedes any other unnecessary things.

But if we just obey that rule, how can we have own subjective value in our personal life?

The ones who can think so and the ones can never do so must be present. however, if both of them think the same thing, as justice for us, personally, that mentioning will’s presence or absence could be subjectively optional.

Eventually, these mutual minds’ gap makes them decided in society, even in world.

That nature could probably mutually never reach to accord.

At this term, words, concepts, reason, these all things could be absolutely sharable to anyone. Nevertheless eternally, everything could never cross together, and eventually universally understandable truth could have been so impossible, from the beginning, we’d say either so, as an expedient conclusion.

Yes, everything could be just expedient. All debates must return to the starting point.

Lovable emotion carnally bodily skin contact all so memorably unforgettable reminiscence, all so relevant things could be shared to anybody, only at skim of them, but that could be enough.

Nevertheless, we’d never fall into nihilism.

Only plainly just and correct or never so in judgement must be so obviously common to us, only felt them in mind could have mutually unidentified gap.

Only so typically naturalized beautiful sight seen to us so publicly could never have that mutually dissatisfied conviction.

So what should we care so beautifully?

So personal? So affectionate? So kind? So blunt? So outspoken? Everything must be in mist, mystified to unidentified our mind’s creating barriers, you know!

(to be continued)

Apr. 22nd. 2021