Only reciprocal strategy is adopted, and that reality must have many disorders managing unstable countries gotten casualties at many terms, as we are obliged to look over all sacrifices.

Nevertheless, even I wish that idea could never practice only pure motivated acts at any my daily life, necessarily I either have mind so selfishly protecting instinctive manner, injured by no one, at any term, specifically love affair originally ought to be so honest, I admit my mean nature.

I frankly wanna say that I don’t wanna be hurt, broken at all loving things, actually, so honestly speaking, I also know that its stance is so mean and never so good, but I can find I only have nothing but its stance, so far, because also my power is so finitely small at executing by myself, you know.

l am never God, and occasionally, I dare to hurting your mind, even intentionally never unconsciously nor obligedly, but please be generous at looking over also my acting to you! Because if I don’t do that way and you are so advantageous, I can hardly reset my energy for all even around only securing my mind, no way but dodging all you need me.

Eventually, at doing everything, I am perfectly grasshopper, hence never an ant, and I don’t wanna be so neither, as not well as you.

Anyway, just I don’t wanna be hurt by anyone, I want me only hurt by no one, at the term, your neither are exceptional. Then please forgive me, because I’ll take that animal trail as meanly and sneakingly as rogues or desperadoes.

May. 6th. 2021

Memorandum; At the matter of fact, we should solve all our world holding contradictory realities, so smartly, but we each are at no powered dimension only finding incompatible reality, any solution to each contradictory thing only for knowing our powertless reality we can make so expediently. That truth is both at public term and personal it.

Additionally, our own community, society, nation, economical block, and totally global community, either.

In other words, we all are personally going along with animal trails at each occasion, as our reality, we just have to solve all contradictory issues which exist in this globe, because we’d never be able to solve publicly so critical it and own matter so personally, at the same time.