Human is the presence as the pal only to now, constantly. Because they could never be able to go back to any past.

Even if somebody could have mind that one specifically memorable past period was the best and the happiest days, the one must never love those days than now, even if the one's now is seriously unhappy.

In other words, human thing must be known to that any beautiful memory could be seen and felt so wonderful only at the recollecting moment as just its now.

What we can remember is kept only by what we can have now anytime, because only present moment and its duration as time mass can drive us have memory.
Only anytime now can give us everything. We can never feel nor think anything at past, because any mind must be present only at now.

To this extent, any beautiful or wonderful thing must be nothing but fantasy or illusion, because all things are constantly changing and anything must never keeping heyday.

At these truths, unexpectedly otherwise very necessarily, human thing must be so dry and cool, never yet, so cruelly cold-blooded. Because to any beloved one's death, we could be habitual and accostomed with.

That our own nature must be given by necessity at surviving everything. At this term, human thing is very rational idea accompanying mind machine.
Otherwise, the reason that very many superior composers composed many so sad and touching beautiful music tunes and so superior elegant singers sang many so fragrant songs must consist in that our so outrageously icy mind nature we all are obliged to be awoken to that plain absolute fact to us.

Only now could make us desire, ambition, will, and memory and recollection.

Only now makes us good feeling, and painful smart or rejoice and weeping or mad emotion.

We all can make everything with concrete thing and abstract one, notional thing and substantial one.

Nevertheless, we are prone to lose the mind around that absolute truth, otherwise, just we subconsciously try to cheat our mind in knowing the truth very well, because perhaps anybody could look at our true appearance to our mind is so desperately lament and depressing thing to us, you know.

Yes, we are alive and present only on so atrocious track together. We are obliged to forget everything around any past.
Knowing that we are very only businesslike cruelly thinking mind machine, the thing make us so touching songs.

Sep.   3rd.     2021