Anybody has a mind that the one has no ally nor supporter.
Ultimately, to anybody, essentially nobody is complete ally nor supporter.

Nevertheless, at some scenes, we surely need somebody as ally or supporter.
Totally if we need somebody as ally or supporter, that hope could almost be crushed. But if we think it so partially, it'd be realized at so higher levelled possiblity.

In other words, if we want to be helped or rely on rescue, as long as we require it so partially and are limited in a range of minimal degree, we'd get someone ally or supporter, that'd be necessity.

Generally, to anybody, only keeping appropriate distance and own will to help the oneself could make its fellowship or friendship, constantly in long span, degree of becoming so close in immediate judging. That span could be so shorter, but it could be only general view, but to my case, so applicable ever in my life, except so particularly integral meeting.

Of course, actually, to anybody, so independently personal way to get somebody so close. And to anybody, that might be so unique and type of fellowship or so must exist.

Nevertheless, so long span kept relationship could be corrupted even abruptly. Because even no perfect deep trustworthy relationship could be normal.
Otherwise, to us as very older middle aged ones, rather businesslike or so bluntly dry relationship is ideal, so frankly and outspokenly.
Even the thing is never untruth, then what anything must be so inconsistent could be some extent so natural or kind of ordinarily normal.

Thus, in conclusion, ally or supporter should not be taken the only so convincing presence, thereby, if you want true allies so honestly, only giving up any perfect helping to you and your reality, and only having spontaneous helping mind to anybody but you around you. That one could be staying anywhere around you.
Your settling place, work, even if at these days' not going out from your home or so. Either that could be to us not discriminated situation to anybody, you know!

At the matter of fact, at least completely excluded or segregated situation to anyone should be evaded, so wisely.
Eventually, only keeping responsible to own life task, on the base, we should build trustful relation so cleverly.

Ultimately, in conclusion, we have essentially no absolute ally nor absolute enemy, unless we are at ultimately emergent situation. Though, even to so perfectly seemed enemy in meeting, we ordinarily should find the one partially an ally, and necessarily, the one must be partially the ememy to us, essentially.
In other words, at needing anybody so perfectly, the one must become Satan, at doing anytime only minimally, the one must become even unexpected Angel.

Eventually, probably even to enemy, if we try to find out only hostile and objection in the one's mind at having no anticipation, we could find another very unexpected sympathizable parts, so necessarily. On the contrary, at doing only maximal anticipation, only disillusion must be outstanding to our mind, that mental mechanism is unexpectedly so simple and plain.

Eventually, we might not anticipate so maximally, and rather for not disillusioning us, we might have anytime only minimal anticipation to any other one and as much as possible, we should do everything by ourselves so spontaneously and subjectively in sure responsibility.  Only that mindset is so stably and acceptably safer to us, necessarily it could be very older ones' standard detachment, you know, all of younger ones in world.

Because world thing is present only for your each personal fighting to your magnificent future at your ambiguous mind in your responsibility!

July. 19th., Sep.  3rd.     2021