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I feel like I met You Once Somewhere Part10

I was spending so commonplace days since we all were enjoying at listening to pops songs in dancing screaming to the air watching and bathing fire with the tips for the burning tools, had been just busy at doing my own business.


One day after that miserable train accident as incidentally clazy arsonist caused, a month passed, my terminal got the message from Tak, had discovered so enough sandbank of deeply located place in more rural zone that that time’s sandbank.
And that message was attended with his the last wishing words “We all need either another so savage excitement, that must be desire to watch all so sophisticated contemporary precision convenient infra-structure or devises so faragilly, that so violent destructed modus ponens could diffuse our stressful daily tension, in other words, we equivalently have some screaming, ejaculating all what we hold in mind potentially to the air, and make our mind empty, you know.”


After all, he suggested his opinion that one member with him and other three as two gals and two guys with elder and youth is allowed to accompany one friend or so as well-known one.


Exactly like he claimed, anybody could have very indigested frustration around any everyday matter, that not diffused quantity is unexpectedly quite a few, and toward these, we all are ejaculating in mind, “What the hell’s going on?”, but usually we are not emitting that mind to anything. He consequently supposed that anybody must think what the one should scream, and that content must never be censored by moral nor ethical correctness.
That’s so amzging, to his idea, I got so positive agreement to his transimitted letter to me.
That letter was attending his sopposing date, next Sunday, but the place for gatering was afterward informed by him, only that thing was told. That informing day was the day for firing in screaming and moving body, two days eariler.


After all, Tak was sending letter to me, and my settling area’s the deepest location of so locally rural zone with mountain stream, and that river’s depth was deeper than ordinary one, but thin and sandbank was enough for making burning act with enough scraps, and moving body so dynamically, his reason to propose that place was so by his words on his mail.


He informed that place’s appearance with his shot phtographs by his terminal.
And that day at the location we must gather, we all and only the last coming one Lisa came to the place as private railroad company’s one main terminal station with her friend of hers as the same generation senior high-school stundent, and she introduced her calling her name “Rin”. We all five headed for the most rural terminal station.


After getting out of the bus we’d used after using train, that area was very human congestion scarse zone, and only the five ones could walk heading for Tak’s indicating place.
That place was unimaginably so nature ambient’s dense area and any kind of small insects could assault our skin. Very complicated moutainous paths zone, we went through and gradually all angles were overshadowed with shady bushes’ trees and branches, and trees’ trunks. And as Tak indicated, anybody were waring suitable shoes with the one for mountain climbing or so.


Suddenly going out from so darkened bush, we all arrived at his sent phorograph’s showing place and that zone was with standing cliff and in front of and beside it, deeper river made streaming in running. And our staying sandbank we’d arrived after going down darker bush’s path, that field certainly was very suitable for burning anything, we previously prepared so enogh quantity’s tools for burning and everybody accumulated them all at one point on that sandbank.
No other dangerously spreading any flaming to any other thing was there.
That girl whom Lisa attended Rin was voicing no wards after anybody was joning together at gathering place’s first terminal station, and nobody except Lisa was never heard her true voice.


We all were collecting all own tools for burning and made one flammable mass was made at one point on that sandbank.
Tak was taking his lighter and burnt softned trashes easily burnt on that mass’s surface and immediately that days was on dry humidity, very powerful flaming was made naturally.
That flaming made blaze and watching it, suddenly only Rin started to ejeculate with extra-ordinary louder voice and said to the air toward sunny winter day’s skies, “Fucking bull shit, hey satanic Jin, hel, hell, ass-hole hell, fucking Satan!!”


To her out of the blue screming volume was extremely purplexed at a second but once that yelling’s identity was noticed to anybody, from next to next anybody in turn, and occasionally synchoronically emitted ejaculation to the skies, cliff side, and background’s another bushes and rough winter field so personally in no harmonizing, that never cooperating noisy louder voices’ collecting aspect meant so much.
Aimi was cying out to the contrary sided field looking back to her back, shouting “I want everything burnt with extra-ordinary balze and voiltently burnt and exploded train, airplane, and any crushed cars’ row, all I want to witness, look over, and observe is only violently burnt everything!”


After all, everybody was each exciting the oneself so privately and about three hours we all enjoyed at looking over that blazed fire’s ascending with balckend carbon and skin’s hotter switchable gradation, and anybody arbitrarily ate attending lunch and afterward snacks.
Tak and Aimi was drinking liquor they each attended.
I had no drinking that time, the next day I had so important job asked by my customer, but a little bit I was taken from Aimi, i drank it.


That day’s planned first gathering was over, and before all of us saparated to each home, after getting out from the train at the first gathering terminal station, next time Aimi was deciding by herself arbitrarily discretionally, and all were breaking up at the day’s gathering.


From the next day we all met for the first time only for firing in dacing, ejaculating, I addressed to my presiously scheduled so important job mission.


The moment Aimi was supposing the next location was later a month. That day was so colder that the former our fisrt gathering day.
(to be continued)




Dec.  3rd.     2021