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Lonely Smiley Poker face

Your taking stance is so cool.
And you quietly submit your holding one card of yours.


Very cool smiley expression is hardly giving hint at knowing your true mind not at showing any desperate condition of your mind even if it'd be so gloomy.


Nevertheless, your mind must be constantly decisively so prepared for the last moment at being crushed, very frantically assaulted heaarted.
Because what you can take into your mind must be nothing but pretending so composed or so relaxed, even if your true mind is messed up, and that is caused from what your the sole livelihood is only your expression exposed by any player around you.


Eventually. the guy's life could be kind of yours, you know!


Nevertheless, you'd even have some occasion you wanna disclose all what you have in mind. However, you'd preserve that tempted mind. Because you must be the lonely smiley poker-faced player for card in world.


Any partner for you at the game or each card serving one for any competitor could not interpret your true mind, so presicely. That's why you are so genius gambler at playing card, you know!
Because only that stance makes you all life stable income.


Your next card, we all could never know at least as you know your it.
Exactly, neverthelss your mind you'd never show anyone could be anytime so tense.
Though, when can you ease your mind?


When can you be so easy at never shielding anything around you?
Is only your bathroom's showering time?


Your pokerface could be one of so superior sleeper's it only so great undercover agent could take so easily, you know!
Gee, sometimes please ease your tension and nervous feeling, at least not at playing time for your card game.
Because probably even you are also so chicken-hearted child in front of warm-hearted mother, like the one when you are a child boy.


I can imagine your expression after you finish your game necessarily with your winning to the partner, and go home by yourself.
Hey, there, lonely smiley poker faced you, at least once in a year, at least in front of me, please relax yourself and talk your true mind, I'll listen to your mind, so sincerely.


Though, don't underestimate my mind, because I am a lonely one, hey there, so cool and smart at pretending no anxiety but so truly so anxciously timid of you!
Sometimes confess me everything, because my position is not so remote to yours.


Take it easy, hey, cool smiley poker faced you, at least in front of me!





Dec. 5th.      2021