Necessarily, generally, Saturday's nihgt idea we naturally have is the strongest one for cheering our sspirit up to the anarchily craiving for own desirable meeting and get the best chance for filling our usually dominant empty around satisfying nothing.

Nevertheless, in ordinary days, our brain is kind of bound to own mission and anytime anxiety around running routine must and any unexpected incidental things for stemming it from coming to us.
Hence, eventually only so formally normal idea is the most active in mind and conscious care, and brain's main attention. Consequently, only now's idea is anytime given priority to our mind, you know.

We generally have some inevitable ideas around keeping our acts along with commonsense. That is very obliged and half spontaneous compulsory idea around spending citizen life.

Eventually, now is all, nothing could be necessary but it.
Because definitely our own flesh and meat tangibly suggestion must manage our spirit all day long. Because we all are concrete and practically thinking creature.
To us, at any rate, flesh, meat happiness with any dimensional meaning essentially the biggest.

Flesh and meat knows well, around now's speriority and priority, and our mind must agree it so positively.
Eventually, to your mind, the condition's clear and monopolizing your mind's compass controlling which is selfish desirable and questionable must be driving your all power externally moblized for getting anytthing you want, occasionally you adjust them so effectively for your next doing.

Our mind must reign our all body, but necessarily occasionally exceptionally, promote our felsh and meat happiness so maximally!
In other words, these mutual negotiations in our presence make us decision and action to anything!

At any term, in keeping body's state so well, body's well, mind's well, that's all. After all, idividual body's clear and that now sense are the last deadend to both stop and advance the idea.
Individuality means body's presence, that ethical view nor philosophically intepreted view is surpessed by truly tangible anything, anybody could know that so well.
Eventually, in tangibly known to each flesh, meat and these concrete condtion, these things must dominant our spirit, anytime cheating another ideally conceived ideas, any abstract notional ideas and concept could be derived from our flesh and meat in concretely tangible daily sensing reality.

Body's presence could be kept so normally, we or our mind can advance anything to spirit.

Anyway, exactly morning's idea is bluntly publicly bound and obediently active, and any social convention could be taken into mind, that all move and working must contact our flesh and meat, in kind of vivid byorhythm. In other words, regularly so healthy, but not so interesting, that definitive nature is dominant at morning. Thus. ethically, its truth means so positive ideologically so.

However, evening one is so nervously Satanic, and very erotically interesting, that is not so bad at the moment heads for nighttime.
Evening has pretty degree, nihgt has amrous degree, midnight is the so maximally Satanic, thus once we need to sleep, and necessarily we do.

Contemporary society by itself could never be undlated in not excitement, because all systematic infra-structure and devise, tools around us are all so cooler than our brain's whimsical nature, and that just materialistic plain nature rejects any our weakened mind.
Nevertheless, each one has each memory, and past ages' custom and habit of it in mind.

Then, necessarily, we all to some degree have either indigedted emotion and sensitivity to all reality surrounds us. After all, anybody seeks after some secret underpass so personally.

Uniformity of global usage of many things could never ease each historical cultural mental gap in mind to anybody.
What excessive conveninence could shield us in reality could be present, that impression could be made at our reality in which we are surrounded, so necessairly, but even that could be seen so tricky devise to us, really we could feel so, then eventually our own bodily tangible flesh and meat is outstandingly coming up to our daily reality, so deepened part in mind.

Though, eventually, physically sensible mind can reproduce our all lost things never being generous to older ones for aging. Only bodily stamina filled mind and real body is left behind to us, so personally. Even aged ones could have being so intensified fresh craiving mind and really smarting that body by itself.

Really I want acrutinize each unknown thing, that unidentified mechanism must work on our whole bodily tangible reality, you know. That degree is out of the blue so infinite either, at least to tangibly sensed mind.
But, necessarily reality does never give me that chance, and that nature is reality's necessary aspect as it is.

Very many demoniacly inscrutable things are felt at our mind. Also mine as well.
But the thing must make me known that we all essentially uncontrollable strange spiritually violent creature, that's why at least I've got a feeling at keeoing only felsh and meat could confront everything excluding any sentimental emotion and any kind of tiny persistence I also occasionally have in mind with many triggers.

Eventually, in front of the issue's annoyance, no necessarily certain smart method to replace our contradictory mind could exist. Only that mind is left on me.

So, only so tiny whisper, smiling expression, or tiny afffectionate words scribbled at memo-pad or so could impress our mind which needs ease, and peace of mind.

Yes, only at the moment, either I can lose mind around my bodily flesh and meat in noisy demand to me, you know.
(to be continued)

July. 13th., Aug. 6th., Dec. 13th. 2021

July. 13th., Aug. 6th., Dec. 13th. 2021