After all my last year’s the last spending life was managed with that old man who were engaged in foresting and his hut seemed so shabby from outside, but after entering in, my impression around his life in cutting trees were completely switched, because that house’s interior designated performance was so strict for preventing the one who stays there from coldness in winter, and any other interior tools were so stiff and sturdy. And specifically I was notice at his breeding greyhound dog.
I was collecting firewood according to that old man’s guide, and collected them were all conveyed by him and me into that hut internal room, and these all were carried into fireplace, and we fired all and through it, we took breakfast. With fired vegetable we took on that fireplace and with boiled kettle and some laid meats, we did and I asked him his life mode around that mountainous zone, his explanation was that his late-wife’s father’s estate of that mountainous zone( but my walking to that basin as his estate was just prefecture’s it, and from that basin, his estate zone was extended to viewed mountain) he was given them all as succession to his wife’s estate caused from her father as owner of mountain as farmer and foresting business manager, and he started his now job when he was like that time’s my age 20 years ago, thus he was 20 years or so older than me, and just he confessed me saying, “When I was old like now you, I started to now foresting and moutainous agriculture, converting former job as employee of general company as firm, he precisely confessed his second half life career, and at the conclusion after his confession when we ate breakfast at so earlier time, additionally he said to me,
“I have some necessary job for my income through this life, vegetable field, for checking all these growth and sprinkle appropriate quantity of water, but you should sleep there( he indicated that house’s interior equipped big two stairs bed’s second floor), you must have been exhausted for walking all late night not sleeping, though not sleeping day’s job is very dangerous, though today I’d cut one mature tree for reuse for desks or so, that job could be easier than morning, a little afternoon, with this zone’s warmth and sunshine’s condition following these two trees’ location.”
He very smartly explained that option of many trees, hence very mature tree and that surrounded by any other premature trees could stem any other ones from growing so well because of congestion in any growing process’s ones’ collected state.

Consequently I tried to use second floor bed, that flame was besieged so stiff vertically equipped fence, as well as that hut’s entrance door, he explained me saying “Bear scumbag could not disturb my sleeping, even if that one could enter in this room. That my dog(he indicated that his dog with his hand) is for getting the one’s warning howling and bsrking at any distance between that bear and me, he is for knowing bear coming to me at emergency”
Certainly that hut entrance door was built so sturdily for preventing the bears from entering in this room, my accidentally gotten few days’ life was starting with these sequils and premise of all process.
After sleeping for diffusing all my bodily exhaustion caused from midnight walking, the day after Xmas’s my schedule was starting after I was awaked by coming back old man’s voice, “Hey get up before long, now, let’s go to tree cutting site for me, together with me.”
Then we headed for his planned two trees’ cutting sites, two trees were not so remote mutually after arriving at those zone, I immediately noticed that loation’s circumstance.
I just observed his professional foresting technic beside his cutting, and watching all process of his doing with chain-saw, and after cutting down to the mountain slope, he conveyed cut two trees for making them lighted for drying them dragging them with another tools, and after finishing all these process, he took me to his several vegitable fields for shwoing me that appearance and broke off several them and taken to me urging conveying of me to that hut.

These process done days were from the day next Xmas and afterward two days since Dec. 28th.

When I thanked him at expressing my gratitude to him who was giving me a chance to spend precious exprience at moutain hut life, at the last dinner at 28th’s evening unconsciously showed him some recent my days’ anxious mind and he vigilantly confrimed that my emotion and asked me before I left that old man’s hut, saying, “You have some mentally distressed mind, don’t you?” to his suggestion, I honesly confessed those days my life’s sequil and circumstance around e.g. about “Supadandy” or so, that day was after building arsonist’s atrocious crime and to these serially incicent two arson’s cases, I honestly confessed my anxious question in my mind to him, explaining my view around these, telling him saying,”At the matter of fact, even if you have a strong desire to kill a person, you will not be guilty if you do not do it, and no one will take you to psychiatry unless you confess. Nevertheless, in this country, it is important not to have that feeling. That pressure is what attracts arson murder. Innate goodness. It is natural to think so, but we should introduce a theory that human nature is evil inherently, not this country’s taking inherently goodness for human presence, but it’s not practically so good, never yet inapproproate for enlightening any adult ones in this country because misconception that we all just should be only good should be suppressed”
To my honest confessional opinion showing to him, he showed me his naturally smiling expression and started to talk to me, saying” What you do in daily routine for your life as your job is not at externally moving body like me, very indoor and nervously taking your sporitual tension so much, isn’t it?”
To his asking I honesly answered his question, confessing” Yes, I actually like my professional job content too, but acntually at anothe mind, I don’t like the whole contemprary civilization. I always think I would have been happy if I was born in the Middle Ages. I don’t like this social aspect that aims only for progress at an accelerating pace. I have no time to relax my mind. I always wonder if it is really happy for humans. So I want to spend my old age in a country that is not a developed country. I think so. It’s ideal.”
And additionally, sometimes I had even sympathy to atrocious arsoning criminal, that was like confession in front of mental doctor or so.
To my confession, he gentaly said to me again, “Then sometimes visit here and please help me my job, for easing your mind managed with your tangible own tension, right?”
To it, I was immediately replied, saying yo him, ‘Yes, thank you very much for saying like that, Sir! I’d accept your welcoming mind to me so modestly.”

I at Dec. 28’s morning left his so sturdily built hut and went down to flat from his mountainous estate for the beginning so accidentally reached to two days earlier to that day.

I before sleeping at his hut second floor bed in his shack , did my left job for client with my another terminal for going out from my residence. And anyway I finished that year’s all obrigatory given mission.
The next day after I completely finished that years’ all job, at 30th, “Supadandy”‘s third gathering was scheduled either to me, then I whimsically send a mail to Lisa, asling her idea around that circle, because she was only left original member of the circle which started with my capricious mind to diffuse all spiritual stressed mind.
(to be continued)

Jan. 1st. 2021