According to degree of being shown welcoming official greeting formality, we’d feel some so only cooler nature there, so necessarily, you know, coz that so terrible stiff correctness could wither our warm heart surviving reality.

Not wanting to only officially shown procedural posture, exactly we are known to that necessity evil, nevertheless, from the bottom of our heart, only no formally shown somewhat could be wanted to you too, that ought to be either truth to you too.

In other words, we feel so indifferent apathetic mind at so exaggerated stance to anyone’s act, in ardently done by the one, no I want only simply natural it, only it could be what just I want anytime.

Though just only not pretending own voice could be necessary at least to now myself in my honestly naked mind, you know, oh my God.

At least at my true mind, anything just as it is, it rarely is only at being so.

No official, no formal, no pretended courtesy, no ostentation, no indifference, at least among this harsh winter, at least only one moment. What I want for my mind is just only it.

Skies, he does never pretend to be somewhat another to him, sea, oceans, either.

Sun, your winter’s so dishonest appearance could not be derived from your intention, couldn’t it?

As you are so, everything is seen honestly beautiful, isn’t it?

Cruelty in being rare nothing but you is just the irreplaceable gift to world, you have.

You are just naked to be only you, like Adam and Eva, so mercy, heartless reality, but in rare warmth.

Genuinely being you is just so divine!

Yes, exactly being so hotter days need probably either colder days, warmed heart could be thanked by so inattentive not heartful reality in world! You know that truth.

By the way, how could beauty compose itself? It’d be spontaneity, couldn’t it?

Linkage around being itself and apathy to itself around it could be the heartless truth in world.

Nevertheless, any decorative posture in heartless mind must be exposed by own true mind.

I just want only merciful truth.

I want only truth in loving and loved in no return needing mind.

Just sunshine’s transparent energy, but its essence is back to chilliness. It must cause coldness.

What makes us that so harsh reality, oh my God?

Making any covering substance tone off from that pretending unnecessary accessory, in being harmonized with nothing, that could be realizable to us, you don’t want it, do you?

Take off your all inessential element!

Taken off being only as your essence is beautiful.

Sunbeam could make starving coldness too, so certainly, as harshly as Satan makes Angels, but Angels makes Satan lighted, he must have shyness too, that’s so out of the blue so pretty, as he is.

But somehow, I could never only hate coldness, neither, because you either could never pretend even winter sun, please give me love, you coldness, winter sun’s dispatch of you!

Please give me love!

Jan. 3rd., 4th. 2022