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I feel like I met You Once Somewhere Part14

I sent everyone as member of "Spa-dandy" at  every night previously before new year eve's coming, Lisa, Rin, Misa. After all, Misa and Rin sent back their agreeable messages to me, her proposing next new year even and all night spending "Supa-dandy" was dicided at Rin's one the closest friend's parents' owning one our settling region's the most hem area of moutainous zone, at one basin empty field.
After all at 2021 the new year eve Dec. 31st afternoon three o'clock we all with Lisa, Rin, Misa and me, gathered at one terminal station of next prefecture to Capital unit municipality, and for the first time, we didn't schedule the closing date and own time for it. But this time Misa was attending her boyfriend Kei who was post delivery male clerk worked in my settling prefecture's only left one village. He was only thirties generation male one. Other all girls were two highteen girls with LIsa and Rin, and Misa is only twenties. And I was only sixtiies. Any girl were like my daughters othewise, highteen ones could be near grand-children to me as far as concerned with generation.


At the matter of fact, after climbing down from that foresting old man's shack, my mind was managed by that old man's life mode, he when he goes to moutain slope forest for cuttning dense field's two or three mature trees, he anytime attended icebox with ice cream assorted candies, winter ices cdandies were the best specifically for physical job ones you know, he told me at that day I first visited him, so accidentally, I was attending his job at the day and more two days.
And at new year eve, we headed for local so higher-fare country bus terminal, and not too late, that bus arrived there, and we got on that bus, only our members four ones were bus customers.
This time no planned but each one was attending own some rough sticks in own bag, for beating something found at that location, just for hitting the materials around there and demolishing some nasty regarded junks or so.



That field was so larger than we all were picturing in own mind, even for proposing person Rin, the day was first occasion at visting there, even she was getting that location's photographs previously. However, actually our circle was not regarded so unique than any other one, because it could be just only campfire, just one specified element was only finding out the object for breaking, demolishing for diffusing stressed mind of us together.
I mimicking that old man, accompanied icebox with many ice cream candies for healing thirsty when everyone drinks and get thristy.


Thirsty is essentially not indwelling only at throat, but also spirit, mentality, and mind by itself. However, any working move by each self was so spiritual.
We all showed all conveyed materials for burning, and gathered them all to center point of that field, and each one was leaving spontaneously for finding more useful materials in any forest anybody could confirm.


Group's character actually according to member's gender composition in conditioned swtich must be convereted so essentially. Though Kei was just aquaintance only for Misa, but she didn't confess anymore than that he was one person whom she knew, though if he was not lover for Misa, necessarily for Lisa, Rin were at one only opportunity to get one lover, of course either Misa, but ordinarily how could make one younger lady attend lavable emotion attending partner beforhand she had not get his love to any other member with two girls? Misa was not confessing anything around those things, she must have kind of steady one, that atmosphere from the first meeting to anybody, anybody could get known, at least I interpreted. I was either vachelor at very long thirsty ages after I separated my lover when I was young.
Then, consequently only Rin was intereted in and fisrt tried to approach Kei's presence and she immediately sat down next seat at local bus, and necessarily from the moment, Rin and Lisa's touchy distance was instantly made, after all, only Lisa was outed from one intimate conversation circle with Rin, Misa(she anytime had deplomacy and sociability so actively to any first meeting one) and Kei. In conclusion, consistently only Lisa was isolated from them, though I sometimes tried to talk to Lisa at my voluntary mind. Though anytime beside me, only Lisa was attending, but she constantly kept only silence, though I talked to her, she only nodded to me not looking at even my profile only listening to my talk.


Burning materials with woods, left toys, chairs taken by some members, or so made flame and it gradulally grew so bigger, and anybody arbitrarily danced around flamed air heating winter chilliness so partially, and I accidentally had an idea that I should find out more foods through requesting Rin's and said to her that thing, Rin was showing agreement to me, then I and only she headed for Rin's familiar older generation husband and wife as her closest girl friend's Parents.
Necessarily excluding she and I, Lisa, Misa, and Kei were left at relatively heated kind of rough campfiring centar point as basin's it. Just I considered all members' mental balance, daringly I tried to once separate Rin and Kei, and daringly left only him with Misa and Lisa at the flammable empty field of that basin.


We as I and Rin got in range rover previously Rin and I asked them as her closest friend's parents and parked beforehand we all arrived there, after all we two were at my driving that jeep, usually I was not driving almost except emergency, because I left my private car so many years ago, but emergently I had driver's license every term I’d renewed my it.
From my driving car with Rin at passenger seat, only their talking voices with Misa, Kei and sometimes modestly Lisa's it and sounding of many pops singers' song tunes in chilly afternoon beforhand eveningglow came there in highland area in that municipality in our settling region's the northest prefecture. First I kept silence but after started to drive that car for a while, I tried to talk to Rin, "What kind of impression do you have in mind around this party?", then to it, she simply answered me saying, "Yeah, that merrily entertains me." she for the first time showed her smiling face to me after I met her at that canyon sandbank.
(to be continued)



Jan. 3rd. 4th.    2021