In society, I don't really understand it at all, but I think that everyone takes it for granted, that is, it seems that there is some kind of pre-verbal rule, that's why I practice it without anyone telling me, but I couldn't do it from an early age.
So even now it has become quite a grandpa of course, I'm still wandering around in that neighborhood I 'm dismayed.

Well, it's not that you can't do it well in every community, but there are things that are hard to do in life that don't seem very good anywhere at all.

Even if you can't do it skillfully, you should be able to use your special skills, but in such a world there are strict rules of such a world, and it doesn't feel like you can do it skillfully on that road.

That's why I feel like I'm hanging around about everything.

Even so, I will never forget those who only take an attitude that is not absolutely gentle at such times, and I will never forget those who treat me warmly without taking such an evil attitude at such times.
But it seems to me that even those who feel that kind of unfriendly, they are surely thought by too many people.

But even people like very personality, they are not gods after all, so sometimes I feel relieved when I can only take a very casual attitude.

When I think that a person younger than me, who is a seemingly firm person with an attitude of taking an evil attitude and at the same time being spoiled by me, is unexpectedly a child, I think that all humans are really weak.

And since I feel nostalgic about acquaintances I haven't seen for a long time, I think humans are something very funny,  it's funny.

I'm sure there will be many people who will never see you again, but there will be many people who died much earlier than me, who will never be forgotten at least to me, but even if they are alive, they will never see you again.

A human being is not a creature that can feel like it can do everything rationally.

Yes, a human being is like a single insect like that in the regard of God's vision, because the One who can watch all of us in no prejudice must be nothing but Him.
If you think so, I'm not angry with anyone.

I still regret being told such a thing all the time, I can not forget such a thing.

If there is something good tomorrow, I wish I could forget it completely, but when I feel bad, I even remember what I had forgotten.

But it's fine.If you become depressed, if you wake up again after doing it once.

Because all the things you don't know are going to die anyway.
But I don't know that I don't know what is so important, there are quite a few people who are living with the intention to understand everything, but I just have the feeling that I'm not the only one.

That's why I want to laugh something off sometimes with a smiling guy like an idiot and try to live comfortably.

Mar. 25th. 2019