What makes us stand up again after spending so long blank of mind?
Why are we never allowed being only at blank so durably?

That "stand up" means necessarily resume some siginfied something.
By the way, what makes us that way? What should we regard signified?

Why is it not only blank keeping?

That true reason might have been somewhere, but what makes us that reason?

Why I mention so is caused from that I feel so richer siginificance at spending long term so at blank or only stale and just bluntly inactive, and only vaguely no blightened state could keep in no limit, why is that so negative?

Rather, we should regard or rivise that assessing mind into more positive regarded remark, why not?
Because very actively dynamic moving must make us so withering power in reduction of passionate feeling, nevertheless, rather we are at taking truly significant phase since that moment.

Meaning of emphasis to dynamism or deeply significance could have each personal subjective gap to each other, in fact, in that truth, every very difficult issue and problematic difficulty could be laid there.

Sometimes, we should overturn our seemed own sensibility and sensitivity in some deeply deliberative introspection. Value's evalutation is at each moment so arbirarily.

Ever positively regarded remark or evaluation could be converted at upsetted situation, either.
Running, going on to the feature unknown future, according to each momentary inspection and chacking to each tiny issue, and that probably needs not so speedy motion, far from it, rather so slow and ligering stalemate.

And these are never so negative, rather highly raised voltage is so risky to us, so personally.

Nevertheless, anytime not being satidfied at some absence to unidentified object we could  not express nor mention at a stretch, that thing could be more so important paradoxically.

I actually know that truth so well, coz I'm never winner life runner, but what should we regard true winner of running? Victor of life? So personally?

Very touchy guidance is anytime unnoticedly laid to our daily reality.

That is for example that we gaze at further landscape through riding train's window shield, that further moutainous zone in chain could be confirmable too clealy to see it bigger that objectively measured size, but once taking that landscape picture, made picture must show us, relatively so smaller moutain's flame.

That must be visual psychological effect made by our brain, but that so freshened clearly obsevable mountain is more beautiful than that shot in one picture as photograph.

That really impressive blue mountain's ridge and its flame is so beautiful.
That discovery could not be gotten at highly pitched bodily and emotionally attending state to us, you know.

That very realistically confrimable finding means so much, at least for our own daily days, that discovery should not be used so emptily.

Rather in it, everything we can pick up and for it, we should thank and have gratitude in life are present, that awareness tells us so many tought things, that enriched content atteacts another development in our life's running.

Mind to catch momentarily found beauty must be the great mother of our life's fluctuating diversity around life findings.

So plainly clear reflection of the sun injecting lighting on the surface of river, that refreshining effect to our mind means so much.

At one moment at a day, the one who witnesses them all is just only "myself".
That thing means so much, it makes sure sense in life.

Be heard of all echo from blank!

Pay attention to our own heartbeart at the moment for reconfirmation to our life voice, minute by munite made swtiched and created at another synthesis.

Dare to make you blank, so occasionally for knowing unnoticed our life's momentary message!

(to be continued)

Feb. 18th.    2022