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Brain Circuit Wrenching Silently Fierce Fight

In our daily realities in which we are fighting at assorted dimensions, to be frank democracy has no effect at deciding everything, rather that kind of socially integurally necessary civilization’s conditions are all officially used completion of framework, actually, our days are substantially dominated by fierce information war with many tools, gadgets and our own wisdom.


Necessarily, that wisdom could have been obtained through our ownprivately spent accumulation of any sort of failure, setback or so, our own data analysis could be done with referrence to those each specified angled interpretation.


As necessarily as one boxer must fight in square jungle against confronting enemy, we all are scheming in mind for next stroke.
Just to us, very interesting matter or factual truth is that any failure, any mistaking experience could have been convincing instruction and taking into account of the thing, we could stay away from any unnecessary iteration around having default.


Each one has own ideological stance and nowhow around grappling with any job content. But unexpectedly after resighing former job, the experience we’d gotten at those days could work so usefully at next new job’s so troublesome occasion for solving, if we have had only one tendency, or featured work content so continuously, we’d never react so seriously besieging crisis at some occasion, for pulling through that heavy situation.


We anybody could have own impression and viewpoint toward this very fierce contemporary world situation and own civilizational exceptional feature. Nevertheless, meanwhile we certainly have mind wanting to return so natural thinking and that necessity’s justice so strictly, actually we on the other mind, really love so mecahically precisely schemed this transmittable reality and any sort of positivistically viewed data and that application, asjustment so deeply in mind and immediately apply that wisdom at any daily scene at shopping, negotiating to somebody for something or so.


Naturalism could hardly be realized at so straight application, because any natural scheming could be easily transformed with updated speedy nowadays’ realities’ complication and sudden coming of very revolutionally radical social mode and idea changes, in other words, very simply convincing ideas could be outputted only through so entangled webbed harsh difficulty in barely solving and finding smart compromise.
One reason, derived one result, that simplicity is seldom made at our reality, namely anytime we can feel and observe that any kind of troublesomeness must have own causing context with very complicated reasons at at least several mutually very remotely differentiated factors, and circumstance in terms of legal reality, any technological circumstance, and necessarily our own reactive practical skill’s actual state and recognitively deliberative analysis toward all realiies.


We all are obliged to have own manic-depressive cycle spirit and mentality in mind and brain.
Brain certainly tries to count and scheme around any going to complete, that wavy cycle from manic to depressive, depressive to manic is anytime so irregularly coming up to our being, certainly toward our own presence, we could have objective view around introspective and analytical own data rundown and own next phase transaction.


And actually in fact, our very practically technically mechanical idea and mind could be simutaneously characterized so mindfully spiritual, that mutually swtichable aspect could be at both physiological term and pscychological one.
Very romantic nostalgia could occasionally manage our mind for a while, nevertheless, after we get that mind condition, another our own “myself” could react it in interpreting that it could be so cleverly schemed e.g. enterprizes’ consporacy around taking advantage of their profitable competition arbitrarily made by each propaganda proclaimed by each information.


And horrifically, in the domain around countries’ hegemonic worldwide scheming with politically and military dimenstionally, and each country’s and each enterprize’s financing strategical circumstanced reciprocal expectation.


In other words, our brain must never allow our mind so relaxed even at one second at least at doing time for something, except sleeping, resting pause or so.


In any circle or community, we are obliged trapped in mental game, with necessary bluffing and mutually done pretending as the necessarily forgiven range, though very naturually pretinding to be asshole to any hostile ones of not so intimately cozy relation acquired ones, and just at the moment, that tricked partner could be trapped and show us so ill-natured behiavior or attitude at meeting, conference, or normally done conversation, to that impudenlty imprudent manner, we could be allowed minimally to say sarcasm or satire disgracefully in a range we ought to be forgiven, that ironically dirty reaction or so could be done at really developed our daily site, to the same class company members or so, that necessity has own range for looking over mutually and if somebody’s acting could be extremely harsh, that thing could be reason to be fired or so e.g. for president.


In other words, at least at the site of unit activity with plural members could have that deployable necessity. With the possibility in necessity, we all are moving around society.


Our brain constantly measure and assume each occasionally assessment and judging, for any object and consciousness. With this regard, probably our brain is competing and calculating machine, and if we personally want to dodge that so nervously intricate mind’s scheme, we should evade that kind of roller-coaster mind’s shooting game so immediately, however, for realizing that swtiching condition, we must set another so precisely schemed stable strategy, but that replacing act is generally too gambling featured to survive for so long period, though finally, we must have alternative which we opt so stably but relatively to some minimal extent so harsh perserverance necessary job content or site needing it could be necessary, if that all intricacy could not be wanted in own daily life, another so harshly trained skill’s presence could be the most indespensable factor to set us that another but relatively ideally emobodied our life mode or life reality.


We all to some extent, are surrounded by necessary mindful shooting game at any occasion and any site, more or less, at this reality’s necessity and siginfied indentity, we could be said that we sutvive in infrastructual artificial and superficial mind jungle with bodily reactive skill’s necessity.
That the most advantageous mindful shooting game in permitted range in terms of common sense, yes, that common sense by itself is mortally very frequently swtichable and replaceable, though we anytimev must exchange our own noticeable object and consciousness.


In other words, we all in given any exception, are alive at so heavy nerve and spirit battle for own survival.
Namely we are members of the society in which anybody is not allowed senile or aged in given incapability for reacting anything, and that all devoid situation means that one’s complete retire or at least one site’s withdrawal, and at very specified occasion that thing could mean even death. I’d like to think that proposition for some enough term or in the case more stably durable period, so deeply in mind, and at each occasion, I’d like to submit my reporting sentences at this site of my blog from this time on.


Feb. 20th. 2022


Appendix; Now I am at conducting examination around this theme’s series setting or so, anyway, we usually have to spend almost insomniac days even we get enough asleep time inserting any kind of very usefully penetrating pause in resting mind.
By the way, today winter Olympic games expires, but that kinds sports items are more advantageous to European countries, but any other regional countries including Asian countries should take into account their own demerit as premised condition for advancing own technology. That thing could be relevant with this essay's theme.