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Because You were There, No Other Reason B / What we can never View only own self Objectively Ⅱ

Greedy one must meet another greedy one as one of us.
Because human thing eventually has own tendency around judging own partner for loving to each other only with intuition around making lovable time as the partner's quarification.


Conceiving something makes own mind temporarily, being at background when we notice it carefully, but we make own consciousness as awoken concsiously "myself" as my own presence to me otherwise as absoletly never sweepable subject.


After all, we could be caught at relevance wih meeting mutually the same character and nature attending tendency. Really truly intimate ones could have the kind of reason.


Life thing could be interpreted either as kind of parody, because we all have had been born only for some another day in future dying from this world.


In one serially running long or short as each subjective length and it holding content and own interpretation around it and its given meaning.


By the way, academic circle has some implicit common sense that any paper description should not include just subjective remark, in other words, any description should follow analyzable data material worthwhile paper composing premise.
Therefore, for writing paper, only subjectively impressive remark should be restricted in a range that only academic value could be sustained. Over that object must never be genersouly regarded, generally.


On the other hand, literature thing is completely different from it, it could not be composed without the kind of thing.
If the thing is applied here, life thing is very useful at taking past empirical life experience, though younger days' our own life matter is generally impacted by younger generally own family thing when we are young, anybody could have experienced, at least for survival.


But after aging so much, usually after getting adult, after getting mind for independence for survival, youth days' own experience could be useful for survival, so much.
Eventually each days' own experience could get us own wisdom, that thing necessarily differs among unit, anyone has own not replaced idea around the fact each one has own memory and only the thing could not be shared together.


That younger days' own useful matter from childhood days and the older days' own useful it from younger adult days are mutually very each distinctive significant interpretation.


Life has own unidntified mind's idea's cycle. And probably it diffres at each one as each one has own distinctive physiolosical condition a-pri-o-ri, in working out to our own idea composing.


At least to me, to all very old thing content, as my memory stocks, is not so nostalgically recollective, rather so recent, about three or four years earlier things' memory rather evokes some nostalgic emotion to me. That significance probably means so much, but now I have yet no idea around that reason.


And to older days to me, these contents are completely felt at least to me as only so notional thing, being not so realistic.


Nevertheless, only so rare and very nothing but realistic thing was only so exceptional encounter to me, and to me, greedily needing one must encounter and even meet by chance so similar one as the some same unidentifed chamistry owing one.


Greedy needing one must meet the same character one.


Meeting together must have own intuition around some identical nature.
Though, necessarily that accompanies mutual smell so instinctively.


Being greedy of you, your greed evicences you, that's my proud, nevertheless, generally that could be often hidden so seceretly.


Your greed headed for my presence in no thinking but really savagely known something.
That was certainly so contacting me in the meeting with you.


Some mutually credible accord could get the postion, that was just out of the blue.
In that sense, our relevance could get necessity. Only the joint could have sustained our bond.


Greedy means strong curiosiy to specific identity.
That must be irreplaceable our own mind's index, destined pulling and pulled together means so much also to us, you know.
(to be continued)



Feb. 10.,20th.    2022