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Rock's Ages are Over, and Another Ages have Started, but..

Very colder last left winter agonizing and groaning necessity does us so advancing stumbled spritual mood in mind, you know, I know so well, already another ages have a long time ago been mobilized, nevertheless, gone past many precise things could be recollected in my mind, and new ages' so brave many voices heard to my mind, but simultaneously another detering call from all those days could never stemmed from abandoning, you see.


And, consequently so old days' my pure minded emotion toward everything could be reproduced in my recollection and those were never so easily fake nor illusion, because either my mind's presence was so surely present for not only myself but also to anything present in world.


My favor inclination can easily echo with any newly created and sung rap songs by many younger generation professional genius ones in world, and according to my belief and course, certainly rather completely future wishing mind and now addressing thing is the most important, but mentally, not now completely ever done just past thing could strongly attract my mind so out of the blue, and for the first time I saw you, at my mind, at very younger days, I adored Paul's solo days after breakup of the Beatles, and those days' supporting his wife Linda whose matter was sung also by Ben Folds, that Linda's advent for me of your apprearing thing could be momentarily flashily but so strictly pictured, you know, that could be one of last winter's persistent power wanting never be finished, kind of fantastic reproductive intrusion to now myself as those days' my all idols' Rock stars and my reading books' memory around my reactive mind's idea to read content, not just itself, rather my mind's bouncing back could be stronger than really schemed new theme, and originally ideologically, newly actuated fresh true mindset and motivated mind dragging theme must be more integral than any past conceived things, nevertheless,  rather truly ambitiously grappled new theme and masterpiece is more important than it,  I know it so well, nevertheless, very paradoxically completely old days' nostalgic recollective job could gather so bigger applause, that thing could not always rare, that's one truth, you know.


Eventually, almost gone one seasonal any indication could attract either my mind, so certainly so occasionally, and synchronically, to any younger generation one on now these days' real time active stage, I got an emotion to send so many messages to them because they could never know as much as naturally than us, it's irresistibly obliged truth, I know and you also, but simultaneously, very paradoxically I can feel that any newly updated wonderful songs and their each mode and nuance could be the most important than any other one, despite of these truths, at another mind, any newly created wonderful masterpiece could have original fountain in so older days our generation ones must have memorized in mind, you know.


Though, eventually my mind is on nowadays more originally conceivable concept or course could be the most important but at the same time of it, even that thing could be included in ever done and once upon a time my habitually heard favorite ones' messages or so, after all around anything, my mind anytime very randomly rather more promiscuously, and anarchily in perfct whim, could be flying around vaguely grayed whitnened skies and just standing by upcoming brightened spring sunny days so silently.


Days' date swtiching and keeping ongoing real time running, nevertheless, my given birth days and raised ages were certainly 20century and until all ones as our generation ones die, 20century could never die, that's another truth.
However, at the same time, any reaction to my doing by any generation one could encourage my creatively motivated mind so much, and actually, in fact, very purely thought idea and so refined ideology could be so precious, but simultaneously, either so instantly concocted as makeshift something could be also so precious, not only refined notional ideas and its fixation in mind is so important but also so important so flashily passing discoverable ideas or so too, we surely can say so.


In other words, at any age, older, younger any generation must be crossed together, and at one person's mind and brain, any mutually irrevantly different idea could run around and loiter in any domain of the one's thought, not only balanced or kind of unified it but also so incoherent, inconsistent it could be so precious, in other words, not only so preciously indespensable thing for us but also so tiny just repelaceably trivial kind of bug, small tag tasty temporarily staying impression or so must never be negelected to so personal mind for probably anydody.


In other words, any completed idea or refined thought course or so and only incomplete it or unrefined rough suggestion or so must never be rejected at our personal mind, because our mind is never Big Data dealing Super Computer, you know.


Anyway, no matter what we want to try, our mind and really concerned site's appearance must meet and cross mutually not only with so essentially intuitive and integral thing but also with so uselessly regareded like dust or tiny illusion or kind of only junk, and eventually all these so complicated combinated each differently completed form must be each momentary our presence. Nobody could have meeting only refined nor perfectly neatly arranged thing.
Though, in conclusion, very strictly opted crystalized short verse mesterpieces and so circumlocution nuance talkative utterance noisy sound could never segregated so previously through planned harmonized intention.


Yes, we need both simple option and irresolute it and one another artificially resolute it could not be excluded at any occasion.


Simply, you know, widened angled viewing mind attention and interest or curiosity, we at each occasion, need so necessarily, you know.



Wish, the best performance at each occasion you need and you are needed by anything, I anytime stilly have my prayer to all of your successful life, Amen, إِنْ شَاءَ ٱللَّٰهُ, Gassho!





Mar. 29th.    2022