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Sugar Fantasy Night Recollection in Daytime

So sweatened night moment’s mellow dancing scenery picture easily regenerates in my mind.
Dimly reflected daylight on stone and pavement seen through the window makes me many late days all scenery aspects.


Balcony’s fence suggested revese side global zone’s atrocious spots in neglecting and spending one still day in my country.


Dull relatively longer daylight tempts me to easy life’s evening, that luxurious spending time occasionally inserts so unfortunate zone’s people’s scream and crying out to dead ones.


At very many areas, now fast is practiced in continuous period until next month’s first day, they all could wish next life’s ease and thank all merciful devoted things in life.


At reversed side of the world, from tomorrow, one so huge active festival will start and now all of them are readying for ten days’ feasts.


In imagining any appearance around whole world activities, but to me, younger days’ frequently visiting many places’ habitually attending palpitation but nowadays soothed in lazy visits’ fixation awakes me from excitement at visiting anywhere, into deeply partial appreciation.
Limited visiting got meant so much rather than busily visiting many places.


Several days ago, below half fallen cherry blossom, older wife and husband feeding stray cats immune to any human who loves cats.
The time, enjoying at looking over big river and riverside stones crossed by railroad on rail bridge.


Easy daylight running had been fixed after so longer gloomy colder cloudy and rainy days.


Once heated so higher, but suddenly colder air was carried again after several hotter days like summer.


My life span will not last for so long time anymore. Nevertheless, relatively easily reported and introduced at news reporting on air program makes me hear it in having another hope to future.


Our generation ones’ daytime has entered in the last climax period, but next generation ones’ it could go on subsequently into left so long years.


Suddenly, one idea could come up to my mind, that is, kind of, certainly war battle fierce damaging action is horrific and scared so much, nevertheless, occasionally human irresistibly have some necessary fight mutually against set enemy as hostile object for each other, rather no war realized peaceful social habitants including me could think so in mind so secretly.


Lazy so longer no war days in my country must have another so wet and craftly treacherous cold hearted smearing atmosphere in any place with gathering occasion, lightly done smear includes so sticky derogation and only the atmosphere dominant daily life means so stinking disgusting expression to any other one around me.


Anyway, passing nostalgically regained cooler early morning, and again hotter temparature comes to us, at my recollection, daytime makes any younger child run around riverside bank path going up and down, carelessly taking him of his father and mother afterward hrrying for following the ones’ child. That scenery recollection is regenerated in my mind when I face the personal computer picture.


Dimly calm daytime is easily going on transpher slowly into daytime climax.


Stably calmed days mean lazily watching another region’s tragedy, kind of hypocritically.


However, at so miserably devestated ruin, daylight must be shiny beaming.
Which it’d be bright or lazy for the ones roaming about is just each subjectively personal.
Because the mind must never discriminate whereabout’s circumstance.


Still jazzy night dancing groovy rhythm reverberated in my mind facing daylight powerful beaming to my room.



Apr. 9th, 13th. 2022