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Others to "Myself" a.

Others generally means mainly two different typed categorized outputted nature ones.


One is obviously the ones who we must be concerned at work, society itself as genuinely public meant ones.
Another is obviously more naturally sensitive contactable presence, as the index of personal chemistry or so could impact our mind, that analyzing object's others.


At some normally regarded judgement, we all attend both these mutually touchily differentiated indication around any other one in contacting with some that partner's interpretation.


In frank, in one group we must have involvement, any other one must be publicly dealt by us personally, and this typed categorized other persons' signification has the largest extent.


Meanwhile, more our mind personal feeling abiding other ones are more subjectively regarded indication.


And, we usually have to precede former indication, nevertheless, essentially these two indications could not divide so completely neither.


This truth must tell us that we all have constantly mutually perfectly divided notion, interpretation and personal method for contacting any other one.
Because no matter what kind of job we are engaged in, eventually nobody could do any job without contacting to other ones.


And, necessarily we can have some credible conclusion that even if we can have publicly notion around contacting any other one, consequently mutually very personal emotion and mind attentive care to each other could be necessary, and even if we take anybody except us as own "myself", we'd never have our social life so smartly, then after all, we'd never have any relation around any other one only at being personal mind, far from it, more socially public idea and belief must be necessary, and after all, to our own family member, that mind care must be necessary.


By the way, I'd like to mention my life circumstance. At the matter of fact, when I was young, I engaged in any job mainly at urban area and so many other ones were concerned at any content of my those days' job.
But now, I am not so young, though if I want my job attended to me really for earning livelihood and if I search for new job, in fact, I don't want it in urban area, and as much as possible I can, I'd like to get it in rural area, not even suburban area.
In frank, suburban area's people's consciousness and manner is more sophisticated or refined, and to that sance, recently I am apt to have some spiritual exhaustion.


Meanwhile, rural zone's habitants and job concern ones are at least to me, more simply plain and not complicated in negative meaning.


Anyway, in life, survival must need necessity to be involved with any other person, citizen for us, obliged dimensionally and personally mind taken dimensionally too.
In other words, being alive and surviving our own life must mean how we can concern us with any kind of other one and the relation and reciprocity around making us own condition for survival. And that issue is not avoidable and constantly as long as we live in society, that problem is mainly overspreading our own life.


Living thing is so hard to anybody, and only admitting and knowing it so well is the least condtion for making us personally survived in so harsh society.
Of course, necessarily society itself could not exist only with hardshly discipline necessary condtion, also not that character we can be easy must be there.


Simply, having any relvant involvment, other one's presence only is never dodged by our life at any occasion. Even if we are obliged to have mutual remote life mode caused from COVID situation, the fact we must concern us with any other one is never inevitable, only that thing stands out in these days, at least to me, by the way, how about you, these days?


(Irregularly to be continued)



May. 7th.   2022