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Why not Only Beautiful Memory? a.

Suddenly came to my front, you made me word, ”(Are you)Gaijin?(foreigner in Japanese)”.
I just responded, “Nihon-jin(Japanese)”.


A few words were so enough for me, and you either.


And, additionally, at the matter of fact, nevertheless, so few wonderful memory only was there in my past, rather only so beautiful words beside me must make me joyfully spending in an ordinary cheaper and uninteresting one day so colorfully.


Only covering so happy beautiful memory as only pretending must make me so cheered, you are not so different, are you?


Yes, just pretending to be happy makes only blue feeling so happier, that could be beautiful memory even that’d be only mind fantasy done to me sometime in my life, yours either, so, then please take me only beautifully according to your idea, now to me, so easily.


Only beauty covered some pretentious mind must make also you so in happy feeling now, so soon.
Even if your holding all memories are only shared by so darkened and painful memory, just coz of it, only beautifully associable your mind, take that to me now, you know.


Because, probably only that takes you to another dimension now you are facing, being obliged to be at.


Then, say it again, why not only beautiful memory, you can regenerate now even in your ever holding fantasy in your mind?
Why not regenerated only Beautiful Memory?


Yes, you can do it, just now, and your that imagination makes you next moment so happy.


You can fly away from that lower ground to the skies in your imagination, if your mind could be filled with that imagining world, you must make you meet some unidentified so wonderful fantasy, for a short moment and gradually sustainably in long running, it’s up to your mind, okay?


Because you can make what could not exist really you can never confirm only in your brain and that making own picturing, imagination, these make you fly away to that lower ground to so higher ascended skies over these clouds now you can see.


Then, why not only beautiful memory?


Because beauty must be outputted by your so that intentional mind, that’d never be only given thing at least to you, so far, otherwise, so everlastingly, you know.


And, even memory thing is not always what you really saw in your past, that ambiguity must mean so much particularly to now yourself, you see.


Because memory thing must be made by now yourself, so constantly.


Though, for the present, first picture it in your mind, alright?


(Irregularly to be continued)


May. 13th. 2022