As Camus took up, Syshphs tries to convey a stone once fallen down to the bottom oe the ravine, we just everyday do the same thing only for getting only unidentified thing.

Nobody knows that true appearance.

We just survive our own life only for knowing that we are never omnipotence to do everything so perfectly, and only incomplete performance around everything.

Nevertheless, we'd never quit that iteration.

Only not having easily forgiving own powerless competence and to once ceased thing, only resuming again must be done again.

Very many imposed, compulsory daily work items, contents are anytime previously readied for spontaneously.

Even with so many adversity, we just face each of those in meeting so out of the blue very strange confrontation, very unexpected accidentally given conflict, opposing reality, hostile emotion even to the closest ones. Frequent misunderstanding, misapphension, suffering from betrayal by closer ones, misappropriation by once beloved relevance one or so.

Nevertheless we must never be pardoned by anything. Though, what we had God in mind personally must have had been that our ancestors were aware of our all weaknesses in mind, you know. 

Many empty battles, long term, longer years warfare had outputted many sacrifices, scapegoats, the death toll increase, obituary notice in newspapers.

Only absurdity managing world's twisted mutually antagonizing distorted reciprocity.

These irreconcilable and irrecoverable enmity and hatred, anger, fury..etc.

Amongst fighting scene in battlefield, only Spartan behavior, attitude, and stance are praised and almost frequently, Athenian those are prone to be outed from anywhere.

Though, any wiser Athenian, don't waste your precious own life, thus, just be sleeper midst any other worrier!

At all hazard, just pass through any unnecessary slander, and find your way through any cunningly set booby trap!

Do never be trapped by any sneaky betrayal any mean and tricky guy's bluffing, as much as careful you can maximally!

In survival at the last-ditch emergency, when it comes  time to do something so necessary for you to slip yourself out from nasty one giving slip to the one, at emergency to be checked your true identity, opt yourself Cain, even if you'd ever worked as Abel, pretending Abel, but at last site to execute your power, just adopt to be Cain, at what to do!

Because constantly at any battlefield, only surviving ones are justice, you know!

I wish your success, from the bottom of my mind.

(Irregularly to be continued)

June 5th.  2022