We have not only hopeful and better days necessarily but also so groomy and inactively not so well doing far from it, ones in exhausted to life and love could exist.

Nevertheless, we'd never die nor quit them all, we'd never be forgiven abandonment to life nor love.

Because that must be our left only mission, no matter what happens to us, so personally and publicly.

Life thing has so many ups and downs, not so better, even the worst time must exist. Probably very best days are only a few to anybody.

Rather because of those factors, we'd never be permitted to quit life itself.

Probably nobody must have only very good running days or all life span.

However, just with these truths, we must advance no matter what disturbs us in doing anything, so personally.

In fact, any life must never be so constantly better, and that's the truth.

And why don't we take the truth, paradoxically, creatively, ironically positively.

Yes, life thing means, to anybody, truth must be regarded for that obliged fact.

Life is probably constantly desperate escaping arama from the worst occasion.

Because almost optimistic things must be useless and disadvantageous.

If we'd known to it, let's have them all in conclusion positively, and enjoy it, sometimes together and fundamentally by ourselves, so individually.

Life is by itself contradictory, because we all in conclusion otherwise,  occasionally in confusion die, but we'd never allowed to die by ourselves.

We are never permitted to quit our own life, we must never lose only love.

Otherwise, in while lifetime, only stormy and unpleasant time running coule be your life. Nevertheless you must have and life's all appearance including many necessary procedural things which could never be so intesting, never yet, even very nasty and only annoyance dragging things must be readied for your involving.

Rather in depair and disappointment life means so much and it must start to make you start your life.

Only unstable, barricaded with so rusty and persistently entangled barrier, in terms of everything. Far from it, no any tiny acquisition to any sympathy even any small understanding from nobody.

If only in barricaded unstable that blockade or mind blackhole, your life could keep going on anything, because only the thing must be after all missioned test by God.

Life is testing you and tested you in some occasional output and that run.

Though, keep it in mind, that is just "Even if we'd have been exhausted to life and love, we'd never die nor quit them all", because all true hope and satisfaction must be done after you'd make up mind never dying nor quitting your life and love.

Wish your best doing and testing you to be tested by God!

You'd do it, by yourself even if you'd be in the worst time or mentality, because you'd have been given your true mission as the reason to survive no matter what surrounds you in any angle, you know.

Nevertheless, you'd absolutely pull it through in anything, because you already must be awoken to your life's true reason and your clear notice around everything around your life proposition.

June 13, 14, 19th.    2022