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Dispersed Mutual Mind in Meditative Ideas

Dispersed mutual situated location, mind's own drifting in distressed atmosphere which identifies so brillianlly ennui, hopeful mind drafts next phased intrigued idea, and unexpectedly palpitating emotion stirred up in some mediumly adjusted state.


Reminisence must drip in easily relaxed time running, nevertheless restricted several fixed engraved memories shout in deeply immanence my mind constantly keeps in touch at subconscious notice and daily touchy awareness in seing skies in arranged allotment in relative shiny and cloudily shaded balance.


Small room staying like a cell with own cell delibarating for making joint, warped time length attending own distortion and twisting recollective ideas' appearances, all these interacted metamorphosing kaleidoscope view emergent moment made in mind, sporadically. And that swtiching speed is at a glance, and tiny remiscence only left in mind, nevertheless, that momentary flashy impacted mind left afterward so persistently.


Rumba rhythm and that hopping and stepping beats could instigate my gloomy emotional mood, so suddenly, and rap lyrics overshadowing on that stepping rhyme and ironically gagging jokes' spitting motion, in no notice and that enforced visually reproduced images fly around my ennui, making any beautifully glimpsing my notice regenerates Instagram's your lightened smile, and cooler eyeline to that staying road.


Look around where now you stay, you'll witness and really mindfully confirm past you left on any shadow on your walking road, you watch, that each mumbling heard in your deeply equipped cochlear fenestra reberverating silent echoing, that subsequently sent immanent message to your mind makes world beautifully twisted and distractedly distorted.


Wanderlust and settling composed mind in turn appear in your deeply echoed mind, that all aspects must be all your ancestral wisdom and suggestion to all descendents for them, even in absolute segragation, any ancestral pipering echo and whistling mind's heartbeat must never be drowned out from your mind at only so tiny moment, because that wholly wrapped cradle must be "YOURSELF".


As I'm in my road, you are in your road, as I'm on my way  home, you are on your way home, and those mutually bounced back reactive shape must be our sharing own road attending landscape's memorized legacy.


Crippled hopeful mind and wounded wished realization could touch together with some suggestional whispering voiced tone which must head for future fulfillment.
That day's shiny grimpse and splendidly descent scent should be stocked in deep inside of our mind to each other as long as we can have personally perseverance in any harsher days, you know.



REUNION must subcousciously be anticipated in any dispersed mutual mind, and that day's advent in mindful conviction must be the most trustworthy measure for our own depth of mutual trust and lavable emotional degree.



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Aug. 29th.   2022