Even at middle ages in our history, legally never so smartly ordered ages must have had kind of mutual commonsense that human should be affectionate fundamentally in terms of socially necessary human relation, and kind of compassion could have been had in anybody's mind.

On the other hand, in now these days society, rather only offcially necessary and formally socially necessary procedural so complicated manners and rules, regulation must dominate our daily spirit, and the nature rather is more only so systematic and dutifully artificially not unnecessarily humane, far from it, any human warmer attitude could be seen just old days' style, because socially legally necessary formality and procedurally integral not having any unnecessary error, the kind of mutual implicit consensus must manage our spirit, though, with a great help of any evasive mission feeling never to have personally favorable emotion and any subjectively regarded mind to anybody, consequently, anybody must have been set like programmed smart robot in society as one socially needed element as part of community.

That tasty own superficially rather careful mind needed society must consist of capitalism and democracy attending own procedure in terms of justice view and globally necessary human demanded manner, necessarily any awkward attitude taken habitual ones could drop out from socially necessarily needed mainstream.

All these our potentially accompanying own frustration could drag our mind to like appreciation of movies with middle ages' own traditional romanticism abiding content stories and own mythological attachment or so, we necessarily are atracted by those themes.

Of course, as long as we keep minimal any necessary social manner so well, we'd never be condemned by any other one as social sicizen, though, anybody must have guaranteed right to have subjective mind as another matter to any socially necessary duty or commonsense, tnhough, consequently, anything you want at least at your personal mind, just the thing should not be confessed so easily at any socially necessarily formalized occasion, only the thing, anybody must take care of in each personal daily life, you know.

Though, after all, only your so smartly dealt arbitrary attitude and displaying your stance and course must be what you can either be allowed in any social site.
As long as you keep minimally necessary socila manner and rule, all what you do dpendes on your mind's own care and attention, and for a change doing anything by yourself as your economically executable power, only the condition must be given equivalently to any citizen, unless anybody could breach, or violate social order and its own calmness.
In other words, society only needs minimal peaceful condition for public use and functional necessity.

Yes, though, survival means responsibility's smart execution.

Though, unless you give anyone so socially annoyable emotion or disturbance around keeping socially necessary stablity, you can do anything and you are given right and freedom at opting anything.
Just with those reasons, either you'd have frustrated mind at any confronting daily situation of your days, you might secretly only at your immanent mind, or so personally deliberative mind, you can scream in your mind.

You might so silenly scream only in your mind anything around all your life. So secretly by yourself not showing any your personal emotion publicly so smartly, you know.

And sometimes, consciously you might enter in vicinity bushes or forests, or low mountain's paths and any curved road, few people visits usually, then you can make any your daily accumulated frustration diffused into the open air, after confirming near absence of any other people but you, you might scream to the skies, just at not endurably frustrated time you can be aware or conscious about by yourself, scream some your never completed idea and hopeful mind to clouds, and seen further moutain's ridges at a chain from next to another.

At not solvable minded time, no people staying deep forests and any nature environmental matters must wait for your coming and going into.

And after seing no one around you, you can really scream with louder voice to the air, skies, clouds and seen further opened landscape. Otherwise only birds on branches of the trees could fly around there at a stretch. You only can surprise birds' calmness on their own rest.

(Irregularly continued)

Aug. 30th.  2022