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Premonition Not Wanted to Hit

Necessarily, it's not always hunch hit in realized reality. On the contrary, if any hunch was hit, we'd absolutely precipitate into hell bottom so contrary to our personal hope as our so extreme anxiety around spending our personal days.


Additionally, we, at the regard of true wishing mind, don't want any premonition could not hit. That's so natural and necessary mind, if we are certainly normal.


In the case, premonition could be negatively guessed, anybody wants it undone consequently in the one's future.


In other words, all of us generally want lucky and only great fortune in true mind, but it'd seldom be embodied, realized, usually not come true.

Though, mentally, usually, we pick up only so lucky case, but it'd be pitifully ordinarily not well of the outcome gotten to us.


Merely, we all are so weak and no power given, then, there want some credibly easing mind shelter. But necessarily, hardly gotten around e.g. true wonderful love in eternity. Necessarily, that depends on our subjective perseverance to the partner's any act and idea, habit or so.


In other words, shelter demanded in mind means our fragile break water for salvaging us from depair we are prone to precipitating only down and out mental reality.

To us, also hobby on holiday must be some typical example of that necessary mind's shelter.


Bluebird, hey you come along with me!

Come after me, do not want any ill-omened thing, do never attend them all!

You also want yourself so, like me. And for dealing with emergency, only the worst unlucky or the case of misfortune coming up to us, because particularly only the worst case could be engraved in our mind for preventing our safety from being infringed by our mere carelessness.


Though please make any negative things embodiment evaded to our reality, you divine fate conveying angel to our reality, because to us, true happiness must settle in our daily mind, not that notion nor only illusionistic future wishing nor ideally conceivable fantasy.


So we are just merely selfish, but we simultaneously want to regard as so prettier and smarter than necessity and truly made reality.


Goddess of fortune, hey sometimes please leave me alone!


Please do not instigate my odd emotion around future in unnecessary boldly disorderly trial temptation!


But do not forsake me so completely neither!



Sep. 10th.  2022