If we probably have someday, anxiously with only unstably risky situation, and desperately tough time spending, we might have needed only regular, almost not changeable days, either at the case, we would never be patient to its reality.

We originally are only in regular so unstable time and its spending only anxious toward what could happen in future is just natural way to be in terms of our life.

Life must never be even, flat nor stable, coz surviving life and spending lifetime means being surrounded only by anxiety and lazy exhaustion.

Life is anytime accompanied with so many storms among people with crash, discord or so.

Although, we must find more effective way to deal with everything in life.

When I was younger so much younger than today, I met an old man in reminiscent face for old days’ life like yesterday. He had a mind missing war.

Our life’s instability must be present as some sort of irresistible force for making us know that past tough days were present for nowadays’ stability and at the time, we first can know it was the best time.
And if we are still active, for next future, we must spend another tougher term in life, for next future’s stability.
Coz, we must convey our missioned stone like milestone to the hilltop.
But as if that stone would be lifted by Sisyphe who irritated Lord, that stone would fall to the foot again and again. Although we must retry its lifting again as well as Sisyphe.

We are all creature which can remember past tough things afterward.
Coz, we are all wrapped by our own shared love shining.

You’re a kind of heartbreaker on the bed of downtown motel, or postman in recessing time at bench in the park, aren’t you?
You’re a kind of tambourine man for cheering singers or other players on the stage, or lovely Rita as maid who serves all dinner menu to the customers in restaurant, aren’t you?
You’re a kind of piano man who plays a piano at the bar lounge where so many workers or employees are gathering for supper or so, or the champion in your companies as gentleman-ship for cheering all pals in work, aren’t you?

No, no, no, never mind for replying to my question, coz you are us either who can be anybody or nobody but you!

So, you are the presence which can stand up again, even with stumbling stone or brick, coz you are the capability and potentiality in world!

So, thank you very much, to be shared with toughness what you have either been gifted by Lord. But it’s either your mission, boy you are going to carry that weight.
You either could never be saved by your tough ride all lifetime of you!

So, what is truly natural for you in your life? And for me? Or sort of us?

Oh, our daily irregular reality, it by itself is so beautiful, as well as you are so beautiful and me either!

Time, you are the best hotshot. You have no enemy at the way you are going on to, but we are always riding on your setting rail, you know, if we walk at Saturday in the park, we would get New York state of mind together.
But next moment, we’d visit to Hotel California, and surely, we can know our life is another stranger for us there so really.

How is your irregular life in your days?
How do you sleep at night?
Possibly you will arrive stairway to heaven.
But never mind! You’ve got a friend when you gad about all along watchtower in reeling in the year, please make me smile again with your last Christmas!

You are either still in mood for September, but already in winter either for you, any season must never discriminate the ones who can feel its temperature or climate condition. You are home, me either, thus cold moon is seen to me home, you either, you know.

But night has nothing to do with me in no sleeping nor doing any important thing to somebody or human.

My life has been irregular consistently, but even it is natural, that reality must do me so comfortably numb days again.

But what’s going on your life now?
Something in the way, we all thriller and anytime we all like a virgin no matter what we attempt for surviving our life eternally, coz we are all day long in front of Satanic Majesties.

Your toughness might have been staying alive, but your mind could meet your Dancing Queen, coz you are also Hot Stuff, you know!

Tell me what I’d say, where have all the wonderful world gone?
I say a little prayer, still now, every single day.

Hey, listen to Buffalo soldiers’ marching performance along the street!
That it would give us an energy and we will rock you, too again!

So, you know either, we all are in consistently irregular life continuously, but your smoking Electric Cigarette must have killed so many smokers. There would never have been any relaxing effective safe matter, coz any sort of convenient and seen so safer matters and things have unexceptionally so harmful seduction to anybody in world, in fact world has many evil-minded temptations for anybody, hence world is one of required demining area all around the world!

We have nothing but a mission to relieve our spooky tension among us, you know!

That CO2 polluted air is blowing in the wind, but extremely accumulated amount of it made one so smart active girl abstain from travelling with airplane which has left so much amount of smoke on the water which makes so many icebergs melted around arctic zone.

We all together in never so flat life.
All I want for Christmas is you, but our joy to the world a little gets away from us. You can listen to small independent island’s many youths’ yelling voice to main continental empire of presiders, can’t you?

You can make sure of that we can never make our world constantly flat and stable, but lithium ion battery made world brightened in making all ones use each private terminal so easily. But you should never lock yourself up in your white room, then sometimes come together right now, over us!

Why don’t we blow our unnecessary black night away!

So, today’s talk is over, but let’s cry to world, hey move over your shadow to next age as new morning for us in eliminating misty mutual doubtfulness making it brightened sunshine to all over the world!

We need another purple haze you know, this is the end, beautiful friend of us, now shaded just!
Never pretending genuine beauty, we need so much just now!

Peacefully even beauty would light my fire in wishing so calm night only for welcoming new morning for all!
Why don’t we wish together and good night smells like a teen split!

Good night and see you again until night birds begin to sleep somewhere, but next time never in anxiety, even in irregular life so privately!
(to be continued)

(Nov. 12th, 13th. 2019)