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Mirage Out of the blue Floating in front of My Eyes // Climax chapter to Finale T. 3.

To our u it, after Afgh◯n◯st◯n had effective control, at next month, at J◯p◯n, in general war expiratipn Memorial Day, 2 years will have passed. And, two years ago, formally 1 year and 7 months and ten days and more a little, my unit's original crew, Usama was dead. His death made our unit composition so drastically switched, and replaced with originally not formal crew, but deeply involved Sophia joined with in fact those days, I got acknowledgement from Z, and those days Y, around joining Sophia with our unit, and consequently her participation made the appearance we had sustained 1 year and 7 months  as our posture.
The most recent the biggest news to us was, T◯rk◯y approved N◯T◯' Northern Sc◯nd◯n◯b◯◯n two countries' N◯T◯.


Originally, to us, except me, everyone was not C◯◯c◯s◯◯n, though their two sided split West and East problem was directly not so relevant with any crew in our unit, none the less, indirectly, to any of us, this split issue had been impacting any private matter.


Z was at very hotter midsummer tasty July 12 th., commanded through his terminal to us as each personal terminal with the form of remote conference, and in it he alleged, like next.
"Craig must have schemed invitation to P◯k◯st◯n, Ir◯n, Afgh◯n◯st◯n, T◯rk◯y, each deployments, according to our own investigation, otherwise, either U◯A's Department of Diffence, U.◯A. Department of State high class bureaurcrats. All were already previously invited, but according to daily political, diplomatic relevant own situation and irrestible switch, very drastically any invited and really coming member is arbitrarily convertible reacting each  situation change in own country."


At his speech through remote conference, South K◯r◯◯n launched ballistic missile to J◯p◯n. Suddenly news program had proclaimed bulletin. And anybody of our unit was noticed to it carefully. That was since last month at 12th, totally 12 times done to this country. Serially, lofted track missile was already launched, the information was done according to Self diffence Ministry's analysis. 


At that time, in my brain out of the blue with recvolective scenery Y◯k◯t◯ base landscape, that Chicago's starting with Terry Cas's guitar and vocal "Make me smile" was rang and echoed to all my body with heart and mind.l
 
I at the matter of fact had some idea that in the end, from these days on, this global community by itself must go on according to two typed ideas in suppressed hostility as reciprocal mutual procedural arbitration. And even if Northen hemisphere could be endangered at nuclear weapons usage threatening crisis, still patriotism abiding persistently settling one's and plainly forsaking ones in clearly divided strategical segregation.


Plainly forsaking ones to homeland and never doing ones are never meeting in mutual sympathy.
In meditating all those things, I got some insomniac nighttime spending daily accostoned biorhythm.
And, Tanya'a cool, but truly shyness hiding modest smiley expression was getting dominant in daytime.


I was walking along my staying small hotel vicinity, my memory was kept until the moment.


After all my consciousness was perfectly stolen by unidentified someone at that day's walking.



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I had been taken to some basement I had no idea around for what that place was identified and installed. Anyway, I was injected some narcotic material into my body with for the present not obviously identified idea, and kidnapped by that one and until now I waked up from no consciousness sustainable days ( the term length was not immediately clarified at my perceptive idea, because my brain was overspreaded by strong mumbled state at all imprisoned term).


Nevertheless, at my consciousness recovery moment, my idea could never grasp my sufferable out of the blue situation so at calmed mind, because my idea considering brain circuit was half stemmed from relaunching in my hope for dealing with those days my situation, far from it, probably at my own numb tangibly given perhaps for long term unconscious state forcibly made by someone.


Anyway, at that day, my consciousness was suddenly probably forcibly made awakened from almost coma state. 
However, my head's anx part had no aboormal pain, though, as my instantly given awakening aftermath rough inference, with some very tactfully pioneered own mathod, I was stolen by my consciousness and simultaneously my action freedom as my spontaneity abiding daily ability arbitrarily stolen by somebody.


After all, that room was covered by all angles' white walls and I was put on some strange as if installed operating table in hospital operation room, probably that was reformed true operating table specifically installed for abduction operation for emergently transaction.


I was never given any starving physiological reactionin my physically bodily sensing, just for only long days even at once not given recovery of consciousness, my whole body was managed by strongly dominated whole body feeling of despondency.


Several hours could have passed, some room announcing voice was clearly given to my ears.
That was certainly reverberated as signified "Mr.Y."
   




(Irregularly continued)   




July. 21st.   2023