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Mirage Out of the blue Floating in front of My Eyes // Climax chapter to Finale T. 7.

After I was released from Craig's syndicate operated by him around my usually using hotel, I instantly headed for it and explained the hotel owner as older lady and paid so much money (because I was paid so much money from C◯A) for asking her to keep silence around any circumstance of my confinement, I decided to have me to stay the same hotel, because I could feel that she was believably honest one for me. And after doing so, immediately I contacted Sophia through my terminal taken back to me before I woke up from forcible sleeping by Craig in my pocket, neverthless for the first time I was kidnapped to his stronghold, it was taken to his side at my forcible slept condition for the first arrested day for me. Though she showed me her peaceful mind recovery appearance through my terminal contact with me, and because I was paid so much by C◯A. After all, my team members were once desperately trying to seek for my own whereabouts, but they all were believing my mind never at betraying them. But I usually have guided them all for the emergency around my own confinement, they could have done so well according to my daily teaching to them and actually also I believed their honesty around their given mission and their personally believing emotion to me, though, in terms of those their minds, I felt so warmer impression to them all, formally, that time their honesty and my own rejoice was the most thankful moment in my all missions task period around undercover abroad for me as the last carrier for me as Y also meant the first mission. 


I was recollecting the content Craig was speaking to me in front of me when I was served dinner menu around given table for me as the minimal courtesy to arrested me, his talk content was like next. "How do you recognize the nation to us? That is just mirage to us, you know.", and he paused one moment and restarted his talk to me, saying,
"Nevertheless, it can forcibly compell our own mind around believing it the maximally, and we are consequently make our mind just obedient to it, nevertheless, it must be the mind's own illusion, as the sole precious value. Because nation by itself autonomously compel our mind to believe in as the sole value to us, but it must be some hipnotic effect. Because nobody can justify it so effectively, never, if we are forcibly needed to explain its substance around nation, aren't we?"


Necessarily after being heard of his speech I had been convinced to his claiming content, but after some short consideration around his speaking content, I by myself tried to convince me that nevertheless, his doing thing could never be justified so easily. Simply, after all he was only the cleverest criminal, even if his claim could have been taken into account according to his claim. Because another orthodox solving method must have existed to us, necessarily it has never found to us, at this reality dimension, his act could have been seen that there was room for extenuating circumstances, but necessarily, as long as I was served so enough salary from C◯A, I could never justify his claiming content.
But, in spite of all those my ideas around socially justice abiding one, my own emotion more and more to his all acting, I was never easily denying so defiantly, that mind neither was deniable on me. In other words, that was those days my own idea. 


And certainly, even to myself, those days mission end content was nothing but just last mission given to me as one personally hired agent by C◯A, the consciousness must have strengthened my justifying mind around given mission content, because human thing must never be able to survive their own life without own justice, in other words, that must be the poof of human being. 
And after that I was once knowing his this time conspiracy, he was certainly obliged to change this time his syndicate course so sensitively. Around it, when we have the same talk table, I was awaken from the idea already so definitely. Because we are watching their all actions with the state of the art technology ( and its checking was the second object as well for C◯A ), and it also means they also do the same thing to us, so definitely, at this extent, otherwise we could say like next. 


We as six with me and one as A'quil in P◯k◯st◯n, he was replenished his aiding staff at each occasion, and totaled investigated outcome as reporting contents was sent to me, and afterward I checked and judged them all with my idea, those had been sent to the headquarters of C◯A, and I had been served my own guarantee. 


Necessarily, Craig must have switched so thrououtly his first scheming idea into very different content of illegal casino underground play ground and it's inviting customers faces as well. Necessarily the location for doing it as well, so smartly in illegal method. 


We all were starting sound withdrawal readiness by ourselves, deleting our staying footprint so well cleanly, and waited for next information around our mission from the headquaters, because under our sending reported contents, they must conclude our next action as missioned content for us, including location and invited customers as their next consipratory content. 
We at each using hotel, stood by for next action at easing our tense nerve, for several days. 


( Irregularly continued )




Aug. 12th.  2023