We constantly was urgently put on the condition to investigate our own belongings for checking Craig dispatching own spy who's pretending ordinary pedestrians at walking of us, for attaching our body so secretly for finding our whereabouts, our own conversation, though not only being vigilant at sending each crossing stranger but also after passing them, we anytime checked our own beliongings for preventing from being investigated by them and after we all checked them in knowing no finder by them, first we launched our mission together. 
We cerainly were amoeba as well as Craig syndicate ones.  And I was recollecting Craig's own remark at dinner table for me at his stronghold, like next.

"Certainly, we can be heard any precise news reports content through on air, nevertheless, basically, all of them must be so hopeful conjecture abiding distorted content, because also news reported content must affect any nationality's own mind uneasily. Though either around R◯ss◯◯n invasion to Ukr◯◯n◯, It is not always that only presicely correct information was sent to any audience, because at any country, it's not so effective for irritating any citizen's mind unnecessarily, though even if Ukr◯◯n◯ was unfavorable for their victory, mass communication networking head, news reporting on air content is definitely censored by head ones so smartly, taking into account not for uneasing their people, previously operating contents so well reformatively, though after all, true facts of any war or so will be buried into deep bottom of truth." 

Surely as what he claimed, we are alive at those operating overshadowing realities. Though, after war will expire, any truth could be excavated step by step by some truth inquirers. According to his theory for justifying his stance, for disclosing those reality's falsehood, their not legal business must be justified so barely, because any news reporting falsehood necessarily outputs very many sacrificed ones in any country, daringly outputting those sacrificed ones, the nation authority abiding ones are trying to hide some very seriously done truth in history. Because for them it must be the sole justice, because exposing all truths to any citizen, after all, unimaginably confusion will be made at screwed up whirlpool. And to some ironically interpretable extent, also our commanded mission must contribute for hiding truth for not announcing any national citizen merely ugly truth, because if any truth could be exposed to any citizen, any country must have been disordered so at hell whirlpool. To some extent, any citizen is mobilized for completing that hiding mission for any national citizen, we can define our all realities with the interpretation.
Because, any serious incidentary caused thing could have very multi angled intrepretable natures, though which is the true truth, around it nobody could answer so appropriately, because any truth must be different to each other, because anybody is given only very finite view and watchable extent, though wholly totaled view must be watchable only by God.
Though Craig must justify their own illegal business, but his claim and act were either falsehood as only another expediency.

After all, we were obliged to reconstruct another scheme from the beginning. Ever attended it was easily broken by them, because simply they were more professional than us, so definitely. 
And for reorganizing our own the vest operation, anybody needed some massive vacation for  a while, I judged it so well and asking it to Z, through remote communication, he also agreed my proposal. Though we to each other freely had own vacation for a while. And only at emergently  necessary situation, I will convene, the consensus was agreed at our own remote conference at mutually independent holiday. And I was staying at the National Park of Forest in H◯g◯sh◯ M◯ts◯y◯m◯. That location's visit was either for me after so long period not doing so. And the Park whole view and made devise was seen so wonderful to me because my nerve was never having only a second so easily relaxed for so long years.

Very assorted visitors were easily watched by my eyes, so in very relaxed mind. Older couples, younger students, children, and middle couple, friends or so to and fro.
And in my brain, occasionally for a while Tanya smiley expression to me was floating in front of my eyes. And in it spodacicly Y's own neatly tense but very pretty expression to me from the first meeting at oasis of the desert and at P◯k◯st◯n, and necessarily her the last diary for Will, the last chapter before she committed a suicide at being cornered by those days extremists of patriotists for advocating R◯ss◯◯. Because she was very frequently dispatched for investigating the country as conspiracy around war, invasion beforehand really the invasion was given go sign by President P◯t◯n.
Her return to her country Arm◯n◯◯ was very vigilantly checked by partial right winged extremsits in her country since several years ago, these days, her country's own friendship was returning to U◯A, but those days were inclined to more to R◯ss◯ than the country. 
Her diary, as anybody's terminal had been telegraphed after her death, was drifting in front of my eyes, like very familiar ghost for me, watching front viewed beautifully green forests at Park, overlapping her the last moment for her life in my imagination, her diary continues like next. 

"At any returning occasion, my identity was kept noticed as danger molecule by some massive surveiling unit members at sixth sense, and the symptom was made at from Airport terminal gate to my original home for my mother, and my husband home with my children, and they as assorted guys were certainly aiming my body as the object for raping, they merely starving woman body for so long time." 
reading to the part, my breathing was extremely having palpitations, recollecting my first reading moment's own impulse regenerated in my mind, she anyway from raping aiming very tougher several guys chasing, desperately diffused at speedy running, that day, she had the obvious object for dealing with already used our all terminals into junk garbage incineration facility, and actually she was heading for the location after using train and got out of it from one local station, she walked heading for the place, she had bad hunch around her as raped danger, with starving eyes several tough guys in chasing her, her mind hunch determinate by herself, only heading for the facility, because the terminals were  handed over, her life would be surely liquidated by C◯A. She at the moment determinated in her mind, the last action left to her was only throwing her body with many terminals into incinerator. 

(Irregularly continued)

Aug. 13th.    2023