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Mirage Out of the blue Floating in front of My Eyes // Climax chapter to Finale V. 2.

To larger extent, our staying zone was once upon a time very screwed up at confronting social contradiction around spiritual balancing and justice idea shortage for J◯p◯n◯s◯, both cult religion unit and unnecessary scandal reporting mass-communication. 
But to those all strange social atmosphere and Century last days own decadence, nonchalant life stance was kept at the woodcutter I and other all my investigating crews met by chance. At the matter of fact, he truly loved nature and that thanksgiving. 
On the other hand, those days this country's own cultural decadence was at least to the woodcutter old man, seen so strangely spooky. 


I actually, through my several years commanded missions, very many global contradictory phenomenal facts and truth were directly witnessed through my eyes. What do those mean? Anytime I questioned in my mind. And then, after all, what Craig wanted to claim to us? What did he think at doing everything? He was only very cynically skeptical clown, wasn't he?


Craig could have set his own theory, that was probably not dragging only atrocious damaging events to anybody, but simultaneously he anytime had sharpened ironically criticizing around global community reporting and analyzing mass-communication networked human move and dispatching violence. In other words, he at some minded factor, obviously mystifying intention was obviously confirmed to my eyes. 
He certainly despised mass-communication and its cheaper propaganda constitution. But really, global commerce and capital current had been made through those very low level intellectual arbitration. Never progressive nor truly humane justice abiding established appearance were observed by anybody's eyes. Probably he indicated only it. To my view, the idea was dominant in my mind. 
His view could be seen claiming that global community intending own justice was merely 
cheaper mass-communication propaganda abiding falsehood, though almost ones who once met him was saying when I really met and personally interviewed that he was very modest and gently credible humanity attending one, so earnestly, and really, it was not that exaggeration at least at him. In fact, either I had that unexpectedly even very milder and humane attitude as his impression was mainly recollective. Simply, he was very penetrating minded care sprinkling to anyone.


Our chasing micro bus had not always made him get on, though anytime only he was staying at another location and only his own signal was indicating his any commanded member.  



    
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That my beside walking woodcutter was very skeptical view holder to his contry people, in terms of own sentimentally emotional nature. He sometimes talked about O◯m Sh◯nr◯-ky◯. "Those days were at least to me so noisy, and for eating truly necessary lumberjack life was hindered by mass-communication reporting and people coming for strange curiosity. But nature bi itself was anytime in no switched tone talking to me, though those days partially that beauty was devastated so much, but now is different, many wonderful trees and flowered were coming back around my job necessary territory.", saying so, he enjoyably taught me every beautiful flowers name so affectionately. 
If Craig was clown, that lumberjack was angel, I in my mind whispered by myself. And also to me, what beautiful savage flowers could be watched was some very easing warmth tasty time running.


Angel's eyes were at least to me seen so mildly softened, these gentle appearance can be that some long years watching own nature landscape, age feature abiding own spiritual change in engraved heart and mind. He though said to me.
"Trees teach me when we should cut or wait for until matured in showing constantly subtle switch, and no artificially adding our own hand or anything can be told with each conditioned gradations and gradual transition. 
I asked him where you are not so often visiting in any mountaneous zone, though, he replied saying to me, "Very severely cold winter term, spring trees growing term in bearing blue leaves or so. Though consequently evading stormy weather, from November to Discember we often opt each tree nature and cut them all, and early spring terms are to us, the best trees can be gotten, though very busy."
Woodcutters as lumberjacks are matching lily and Corn Poppy as Hinageshi so much, elegantly. In lily, Yellow Spotted Lily. 
After all, his geographical wisdom and mountaneous small path ideas were very usefully recollected in my mind when we were mazed at jungle conditioned native forests, because he knew clear water spring and relatively abundant water supplying own fountain location and discovering wisdom, though for our camp life, the old woodcutter's own instructive ideas, theory were taking advantage of our long days life secured survival in wild nature no matter what we could try and continue in perseverance.


( Irregularly continued)




Aug. 22nd.   2023