Certainly, youth by itself can make the young ones usually unidentified anxiety, though Zoy Wees sings "Control". But to Duelly, her stance was not having any compromising attitude to any audience, though her composing tunes and writing lyrics were anytime wiping out any unnecessary anxiety and own flattering words, behavior so from her mind.

Singers' spirit must reflect their own idea around spending life and having any relashonship with anyone around them. 
Her recording one song was simply completed, and to it, animation distributing company director was listening to it so carefully, and after all, "very unique completion at these days masterpieces tendency, but one more accent is for the present needed, that is lyrics, or melody,nor rhythmic another wave or so, now unidentified at least to me."
But in fact, also Duelly was also feeling that one more element at the song is not there, thereby that should be added in it, but that identity is for the present, unidentified to her.

She again went to Hampstead cemetery and Emmanuel Church as West Hampstead, as about 640 meter remote mutually, in turn for recollecting her primary school with music lesson in playing cello. Those her younger age experienced trained sensitivity around music tune physiological absorption and own metaphysical intrinsic imaginable mind on doing anything, playing instrument, that moment's own her imaginary mapping in brain were all reminiscently regenerated. Her own music experience was not that traumatized it, because those local environment was giving her own spirituality despite of her family pedigree was Moslim, but to her nature environment and the zone atmosphere which makes any visitor tempted into one all fusion nature. 
At the fixed idea, next singing voice nuence arranging was waited for composing. 

Those areas owning air tangibly skin accepting unnecessary and air current, brooks current in fusion for silently emitting own tone, very subtle nuence was suddenly recollected in her own memory domain brain. Creeping insects small sound, plants moving promoting own smell of pollen and seed were stimulating her nose nostril in sensing some stingy smell and own drifting seed and pollen making tiny hoarse sound evoked some childhood hiking memory and conversation with friends and teachers. 

She had to decide using instrument for new song playing. Until that day evening, her own idea will have to be told to recording director. At the studio he was standing by her telephone at terminal, and after her told content, until next first recording day, the director had to ready for any instrument. 

She closing her eyes tried to listen to insects own murmuring and birds flying one, and current own trying to match other those, in her mind, immanently she tried to build own combination. Further location echoed some train passing subtle land move in sent train running on the rails, and she made up her mind. That was only whistling sound and glass harp playing. Not using specific instrument, only some materials rubbed sound were needed, intuitively she judged. 

Air current conveys very many things, adjacent town noise, the people alive own piled sound, climate composing own sound as windy air crashing each wall of the buildings. 
Though, only left subject was lyrics, and it should be focused on only infantile days' own recollective things as very unforgettable it so plurality and the reverberation to youth days for her. Time length made them so subtly transformed, the nuance could be the most integral. She with the idea, instantly wrote some words at her attending small memo pad. 

After she rote it, she was awakened from some imaginary traveling through time goes backward in her mind with any memory kareidscope. 

After she wrote it, she had the idea, its song was made completely.

But she was not instantly telling it to any recording staff, only she tried to roam around her childhood days home country so easily, and not having following any schedule at time using. 

(Irregularly continued)

Sep. 18th.   2023

Appendix; That day, in German, to Brandenburg gate environmental activists splayed paint. To it, Duelly was having own contradictory impression, because they are the most polluting human legacy environment. To their acts, in frank she had no sympathizing nor reberverating echo in mind, so definitely.