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Upturned Eyes’ Ladies’ Ballad II e.2.

Duelly Lipes day by day noticed her new song chart ranking and as she expected, actually, not that bad reputation had been established for her deva carreer, but simultaneously she felt that some vacancy around her private life some attending own shortage as love attached and accompanying really happier life for her, that very privately indispensable happiness acquisitive factor shortage was her own irritated and emptily felt emotion at these days her own emotion and mentality. 


Though at her own recording studio or so, certainly she had some loneliness and empty feeling at having no steadily lovable partner for her. And occasionally one night mutually spending that younger scholar typed young guy was regenerated at her reminiscence, but if he was truly muscle fatal for her, she must have been destined with meeting him again, though she thought have no absolute necessity around finding or checking his these times whereabout, in this regard, unexpectedly or necessarily, she was very nonchalant lady as professional deva at these days entertainment circle.


She one day at not having any live tour meeting nor new project conference with several her relevant productions President nor so were none, not holiday indicated day, with her schedule blank, whimsically went to the night theatre as all night old and very creeper producing budget films serially released, and bought cheaper ticket and sat on the most latter seat and easily appreciated serially projected movies, then, she was discovering her memorable name at that one documentary film title credit, that was scholar intelligent young guy's name, he introduced certainly Bob Geamans, and the name was just only accidentally identified one, but that title credit content was historical reference, and that time he said to her, he was studying very precise Europe remains documents specifically from Ancient latter eras into Medieval beginning days ones, though some coincidental finding intuitive sense was given to her, but for the present she didn't want to see him again, and additionally whimsically she wanted to go to library and the theatre zone had one small library existed, that her memory told the moment her, and she was heading for the small library, and she straightforwardly tried to find that European history books corner, and one book was very impulsively seen so interesting and curiously valuable to read or refer, though she took it from book shell, though that was filled with very beautiful historical remains photographs, and several shot locations were her once visiting ones, but other all shot pictures were not that first seeing them at least for her. 


UK landscapes and France, Netherland, Austria, Germany, Switzerland, Spain, Portugal or so were taken in very beautiful pictures, and she at that moment was very curiously interested in photographs by themselves, of course, taken photos showing landscape was also so attracting thing, but photo shot by itself was attracting that time Duelly. 


Though she immediately, went out from the library and headed for one so bigger camera shop she sometimes went only for walking, she knew the shop at her taking walking course, and that shop's presence was immediately recollected and she wanted to visit there. 


And after arrival of the shop entrance, she not at hesitant mind immediately entered in the shop and, she appreciated any kind of camera for any object. 
And she accidentally notices one underwater photography camera for professional photographer. At the matter of fact, her father's hobby had been scuba diving, though when she was primary school, with so accustomed her father tempted her to dive one as first trial at her kin settling one small town shore sea a little bit offshore at her father's vacation after she finished her school classes, she went to kin home as her ant aunt and nephews home, and being recommended by her dad, she tried with her father, and that time very wonderful memory was regenerated at the library book watching and she impulsively entered in the photoshop and took it and headed for the shop cashier and bought it and went her home soon, and sought after her own scuba diving suits her father ever used, but he these days bought new ones, though old ones were given to her, and she recollected that the suits were put on her own shell at her home and she tried to find it and did so soon, and she tried to wear it, and the size was just fit for that time her body size.


Next day, at beginning day of fall, she went to the closest shore with steeper cliff wall and tried to swim into deepened sea at some distanced shore but relatively easily returnable extent and she tried to dive for several ten minutes, and a little bit her brain physically functioned part was catching own memory content at her primary school days vacation with her father. Her father was very gentle to her, and her mother as well. 


She had some own flashback, certainly that shore had some those days infantile boys curiously visiting one cave, and there old eras, one pirate unit was at very older days hiding one so precious stolen treasure, that told old story was believed by many primary school boys, though she tried to investigate it recollecting those days her the same class boys talking subject. Yet so later time zone she made up her mind to visit there swimming to offshore, and probing some the footprint at scuba diving.


(Irregularly continued)





Oct. 18th.     2023