When I was young, I only impulsively selected close friends, and to anybody, these days, friendship is never left on me, even one friend. And it had been correct option to me.

Because when I was young, friend to contact mutually familiarly was selected by my own impulse, but after I participated in society directly by myself, that was wrong, incorrect act, recently moreover I got to think so, changing younger days idea. 

Closely having friendship must need moratorium around considerations what typed friend is useful tomkerpncompnay with, in frank option of friendly friend costs some moratorium term, immediately keeping company with anyone must have afterward deep regret and failure offending remorse consciousness. 

In frank, at the long period view, we need calculation around selecting close friend in selecting with our own judgement. But that opting factor must be usually almost impulsively known thing, not that strictly thought by brain, rather to us, brain working is not only dependent on inference abiding thinking but also so instinctively felt impulsive feeling and sensing. That must be caused from daily useful our own perceptive cognition and really confirmable own sensing and our brain's own mobilizing to mind as emotionally and sensitively. 

Though, to us, calculation is constantly coming after impulsively sensing our own mind interpretation. Because unexpectedly, caluculation comes to our own mind after our own analyzing intended mind synthesis is set in mind. Beforehand of it, we must have some emergently calling bell echo or so. 

There must be time rag between really real time perception and own analyzable introspective mind idea. 

Presently perceptive as real time own intuitive sensing and to it, some useful judgement draggable own analysis of mind must have ascertained time rag. 

(Irregularly continued)

Dec. 12th.     2023