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I wanna Own Your Love(hnstl3)

Since the moment I for the fist time watched your own appearance through any medium, my mind had been continuously pulled into your own beauty. That was never lying truth to me.


And in your any expression, some own merciful affectionate character and original nature I sensed in your any expression. That own healing nature must have made through your all raised environment and your family tree must have some intriguing enchanting nature to anyone around you. 


As those all result, your own music taste and singing tone were all set at some competing period. Your releasing first album was though all those accumulated your mind travel's synthesized one own mindful symphony.


Anyway, from the beginning I could know you as global deva, my mind was gripped by your own appearance. That was never my own love, what should be called?


Your own bluntly sulky expression, your own very carefully facing attitude to anything, all those were attracting my potentially equipped lovable emotional moment. 


That must be mutually transmittable own traffic moment. And it pulls out our own love, and also to me, the moment can never seen only objective, because loving thing is completely subjectively known thing. Only loving one can know the own impulse and moment.


I love your own human character and your intrinsic mercy and affection. And if you want me to contact, anytime I can receive your own contact. No matter what happens to you, I will aid you with my possible extent but very effective for the help to you. 


I with so long span anticipating mind, will wait for your own response to my proposal. 


And if you will decline my lovable mutual request, my mind some parts will love your own presence from that time on. Even not fruited love, my mind could never broken, because knowing you was the most thankful matter in my life.



(Irregularly continued)




Dec. 13th.     2023