Only thrilling days and only unease overshadowing days were passing to us, nevertheless, probably to us, mission and dispatched reality won't be satisfied with our own detached emotion and mentality, because around our own investigation, many unnecessarily made sacrificed appearance was occasionally directly, at another occasion, indirectly witnessed to our own eyes. We to some really extent, perfectly only witnessed very many unsolved and very many miserable reality with warfare, riot or earthquake or so, occasionally directly and at another case very indirectly.
At 10 days ago, as 12th, R◯ss◯◯n death toll of soldiers were seen more than 31.5 thousands ones and at Ukr◯◯n◯, the ones more than it was recorded certainly. Irresistibly suffering general citizens toll was added, sacrificed one's toll was more than our generally informed through any news we either could listened through the on air program, so necessarily, nevertheless, globally any other country had already earlier days after war launched by two countries, despite of causing death toll was increasing more than these days transition, globally news reporting number was obviously reduced so much.

But on the contrary to those miserable matters, to us, very stably high gurantee income was transferred to each account, though in frank, after passed each arbitrarily given vacation days, how each one could regain and have remotivated mind or so was to anybody, at least to us, very integrally indispensable minded item at daily life. Consciousness switching occasionally gave each member so excessively traumatized mental obsession either. Specifically at very heavy action and physical ability tested site, very spiritually, physically only heavy fatigue was left to each one's mind and body. After very fatigued mission term, and after that given own vacation which gave each one some rehabilitated mind and body momentarily given but serially resumed hard mission at own team work necessary task force job was so harder and neeeded so higher tension for so long period. If one mistake easily done, otherwise our own life must be destructed into death as murdered or so with traffic accident or any kind of working site abiding danger pulling unexpected accident.

And to my heart, one accidentally given message from very skeptically nihilistic boss Charlie Craig was so impressing me not warmth, not cold blooded nature, own twisted and ironically necessary minded one. The words made by him was like next.
"On the earth, already nobody is interested in Ukraine invasion by Russia. And after all, those death toll is increasing so much, but necessarily any country mass communication network must have been wearisomely bored to the war, though in fact, eventually those empty war death toll quitting method is only one. That is murdering both President with each citizens voluntary will. In frank, no other method must be left to both countries and substantially to any other country on the earth." After all, any other country desperately controls own domestic problems, not having any mind room for costing two countries own war deterrence. 
That remark was very accidentally received at my own terminal. 
That was like next. 

"These days global community was in frank screwed up, though we ordinary citizens should stand up for impeaching everything, for the first time, we should deny all bravery frequency money circulation system, for realizing it, we need underground syndicate like the one we already have installed globaly, since several decades ago. That is never intending to money laundering, rather that own globally hegemony outputting darkened market destruction and drastic demolition for reorganization of any kind of clean diplomatic money circulation, for it, we are all formally picturing Noah new nation for the time being for enlightening any our own employees, to it, you are trying to control with C◯A commanding, but your organization as well obey these days unnecessary global hegemonic structure with mutual implicit conflict between west sided camps and east sided ones in formally half winking at mutual hegemonic race, but at the absolute basis, both ones are at mutually reciprocal relevance."

Those written contents at his sending message through terminal transmission form was as he emphasized, actually very convincing theory was interpreted by also me, but that was his own justification to his illegally acting darkened business for several decades

Additionally, he said also like next.
"Consequently, any mass communication network must have been exhausted only informing that war so precisely, because the war is unexpectedly never showing any ending hunch. Though after all, any country, any journalism organization is in frank at perfect boredom. Though yet perfectly diffused the best solution is only murdering both Presidents and both nationalities will cooperate with reconstruction of mutual peaceful relationship and own reinnovated friendship. After all, any mass communication network is based only on audience rate more highly degree obtaining, but already the war won't get the maximally denial phase around armistice occasion catching view, it was completed to anybody's eyes."

By the way, my own dispatched mission work season in my life will approach the ending curtain, and to my heartful mind, necessarily Tania's recollectively regenerated own appearance was occasionally impulsively assaulting my mind at disturbing my mission prosecuting dutiful mind so nastily, necessarily that was caused by my own sweet memory with Tania as her witty eyes, ideas, beautifully seductive body and own spiritual carnal relationship with her. 

But probably, Craig must have schemed so strictly to the ordinary homemakers and amateur students mobilized shoplifting operation. After all, Mr. Charlie Craig was just only very tactful but in fact, very childish and fascinating pleasant criminal boss. That idea overshadowed my mind and heart. Necesssarily That preparation term had been so longer. By the way, even if his claiming content was the truth, my heart and mind won't be injured. That was my own philosophy as expendable one task force boss.
Anyway, the our own failure made at H◯g◯sh◯ M◯ts◯y◯m◯ city should never be made iteration with same degree would injure heart and body like this autumn our own failure. 

This country had very specific political bribery scandal so at several months ago, that was political capital requesting hosting party participants for which own cabinet ongoing to ministers' five ones were at a stretch obliged to resign and otherwise in them, some ones could be arrested afterward, that inference either could be made so implicitly, anyway that scandal made this cabinet Prime Minister K◯sh◯d◯'s own predicament precipitated into the bottom around managing this cabine though journalism which was boiling at catching any scandal at background, though, necessarily, his governing centripetal power was quested by any knowledgeable one through mass communication and academic circle and intellectual critics belonging publishing circle's own mutual speech occasion frequent circle as harsh criticism and impeachment necessity were mentioned so whole domestically, though in frank, his political life continuation must be so endangered. In other words, this country's backbone ephemeral constitution was formally and obviously clarified through this time political scandal.

Nevertheless in those his whirlpool, in fact, to me, rather recollective mind as craving to reunion with Tania was overcoming my any justice keeping mission's own dutiful idea, necessarily those will be practically dealt by my own operation, but it was only my task duty, though my own belief was anytime at another dimension, because I was either only employed temporary mercenary for collecting intelligence, I am never and I had been never ideologically belief motivated agent, probably any agent was the same conscious one. To it, some detective story tasty agent novelist could call, hard boiled life, that is just their own whimsical interpreting and their own freedom, none of our own business. 

Anyway, doing so neatly my commanded expendable mercenary content, my brain was already launching at heading for Tania settling war never ceased R◯ss◯◯.

(Irregularly continued)

Dec. 22nd.    2023