In reality, many many unnecessarily temptive own whirlpool is discovered not at publicly regarded any item, but also at my doing and acting publicly.

Though, please guide me so correctly, oh my Lord!

Many many informative knowledge could squash my own mindful shoulder, and my own tiny wish and hope to the future irresistibly, you know.

Though, please guide me to the correctly doing my life, oh my Lord!

In memory, many many unnecessarily accumulated own memories are obsessing my spiritually regarded any item, but also at my doing and acting personally.

Though, please teach me to the appropriately correct, you see.

Jealousy, vanity, insanely greedy ideas to any reality, from any my dangerous temptation and seduction, please protect me, oh my Lord! 

Because even if I get older than ever, after all, only in front of You, my thing is so small being. And if there's someone who can never know it, the one could only go astray to unknown nasty hell tasty swamp. 

Though, please guide me to the correctly operating my life, oh my Lord!

And only at the momentarily summit at doing everything, please kiss me in my brain and heartfelt mind and my own dream!

Oh, my watching any reality, oh, my inferring any analyzable reality, you all are my own distractingly nasty problem to overcome my weakness in mind, you know.

Please salvage myself in the harshest moment in doing anything, oh my Lord!

(Irregularly continued)

Dec. 21st.     2023