After all, never so perfectly done consequences in arbitrary satisfaction and knowing only imperfect performance can be made everlastingly, in those realities, you can have any mind including affection, mercy and any other emotionally necessary mind as well.

Knowing those all so well, and for the first time what you can see through, believe in it so strictly for your next stepping!

Even if you were in not that interesting, not that successfully consequent your any trial, you might have some easy mind and spirit, because almost everything must be intended never giving any optimistic reaction, in other words, reality by itself must be composed as they are.

Though, if you want to be happy or want to involve you with some so dutiful mission, you should take any reality's uncertain and never so easily obtained the maximally ideal result or consequnces outcome, after all, even if you'd never have not that better outcome, doing it so continuously is the best option of you, you should take it so positively, you know.

Awkwardly doing is also what you can do for you and for this world by itself, you don't have to reform your own assets so intentionslly, unnecessarily. Rather affirming now what you have on your own assets and ability, and do everything by yourself with your each moment's maximal full throttled power, very smartly evading any other one's own illnature bullying, harrassement, and not riding on any other one's own malicious minded temptation. 

In the end, only what you believe in as the idea earnestly you can trust and rely on at your own daily reality will secure your all desperate reality which you will be obliged to deal with and control. No other one will help you at the last stage, because mutually helping necessary extent has not that the most integral item to individually earnestly regarded integral at least to own life philosophy. Thus in the end, the most important item for doing and making is what only each individual as "myself" can help our own doing in effort. 

Though, consequently, the definitely integral option consists in only subjectively opting one's own mind as the substantially core idea. That must be otherwise replace with what the myself can never concede to any other idea nor any other seen correct nor seen regarded right philosophy. Because in any situation we can be placed and conditioned at obliged reality, after all, ultimately only our own subjective idea will help us personally and maximally. 

Well, anyway, nobody must never know any our own decisively correct idea until the moment nobody helps us and only our own "myself" will barely help us as our own "myself", and if only the thing could have been preserved in our own deeply minded room, we will survive the desperately crisis overshadowing moment and occasion. 

Though, otherwise, until that kind of moment or time will come to us, so individually, in ordinary moment, we unexpectedly should not consider any exceptional case matter rather consciously, and only at the moment that danger coming hunch will be made in our deeply minded room, for the first time, we should take those ideas into account for dealing with and  dispose whole nasty procedure for unlocking any kind of unexpectedly assaulting disturbance and malicious conspiracy by any other one, or age, time irresistibly inescapable reality. 

(Irregularly continued)

Jan. 7th.   2023