Everything could be seen so disorderly running whole around the world. Because any disorderly made thing would never have any effective transaction anymore, we can regard even so. 

Even if no any expectable omen could be witnessed nor expected, only tiny never forsaken some minimal wish to anybody could never be abandoned utterly, so we want to regard, that's the honest idea. 

Probably, anybody wants to have own privacy and only calmness neatly overspread space and occasion, but simultaneously we are never wanting perfectly isolated and segregated situation to any other one, that very contradictory and paradoxically we have own mind, idea and emotion.

To given all realities, we are certainly having some interpreting and own impression and to it, we can have own future expectation. Nevertheless, we are never having any stiffly undoubtful idea around any disposing necessity in terms of our daily reality abiding facts.

We all are somewhat shadowed by any kind of our own mind's so weakened emotion and fragility around persecuting our given own mission, but sometimes you also need to look back what you'd done ever, and that irresolute nature, you could be awakened from dormant lay in unnoticed mind, you know.

Anybody could have the time only inconfident minded state overshadows in mind, but never mind, you can stand up again for your own hope and dreamy minded ideal. 

Anyway, anybody wants to have the supreme and very lucky felicity and cloud nine after so long period mindful and attached reality‘s drought, but probably it is never gotten through previously conceiving wish, but rather never relying on that wishing content mentally and spiritually, from the beginning, that typed idea should not be done on our mind, that mindset or daily habit is hopefully necessary to us, you know. 

Nevertheless, we unexpectedly have our own mind leaned on that sweet fantasy, we are prone to get that idea in our own mind around future particularly when we are surrounded by  some awfully future probable negative deployable anxiety and unease, very easily, escapist idea could be easily stocked at the bottom of our own mind. 

Thus, that our own tendency should be carefully treated as warning object. Anyway, we all are never so strong minded nor very stiffly sturdy willing presence, you know.

(Irregularly continued)

Jan. 12th.    2023