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Pretending, Vanity, and Treason c.

Probably anybody secretly has some awkwardly infectious minded own consciousness around wanting never to be disclosed any own minus ability nor so. That means suppositively this essay series mentioning own pretending, that means merely never wanting to be despised by anybody according to own minus ability known to any other wicked and illnatured one for condemning, despising and culminating the one so easily. Stemming any other one from being calminated or despised with any dirty words or so must be the minimal own defensive clever wisdom for everybody, and anybody must have it, but to it, anybody must have own mind never to disclose it in perfectly secrecy as implicitly acknowledged rule in society, that shame hiding mind is unexpectedly gigantic for any human mind and mentality. 


Because in fact, in world as globally, on the earth, any race, any ethnicity, any gender, any community, any group, any unit must have own diversity and if that diversity only could be regarded sp precious, no other questionable issue will be produced, but actually, any unit, any group, any organization, as any kind of gathering for the people on the earth must have own biases ideas and those regulations are unexpectedly persistently left at the basis of each unit spirit or kind of gathering basic principle. 


This, in fact, we should regard and see any kind of our human presence outputting own group must have own implicit and own clandestine unwritten law, and to it, anybody can have easily some doubtfully questionable subjective justice mind, nevertheless that each unit own attending some rule could never be easily overturned according to each unit's own histrical background nor so.
Thus, basically, vanity must output in those very contradictory but not that easily overcome own unwritten law or kind of clandestinely held regularion and unit's own accustomed rule, those interpreted fact must have never been broken so easily at any society, that must fall under either the date of the art regarded own liberal society either without exception, rather liberalism abiding unit and own people must have another very old style and extremely conservative common sense either as well.


This, pretending is very instantly held our own instinctive reactionary acting pattern and vanity means that instinctive action outputting own shyness as shameful minded own being seen shameless acting one, or so must have been stemmed the one from being given, that minimal protective, self defense abiding own wisdom and minimal defense idea must be the core of vanity. 


However, that humiliated personal daily empirical matters could accumulated in daily reality, anybody could have some unpleasantly frustrated mind, so necessarily, and very exceptionally at the peak of mutually shared own dissatisfaction and humiliation voltage climax, some treason minded gathering or kind of treason can happen, made real in socially impacting action, e.g. Humiliation of Canossa. By the oneself, seen defeated at dangerous positioned situation, originally never wanted own flattery or kind of concession could be easily dragged by the minus powered one's mind, that act's own nature is very truly humiliated but very simultaneously obliged or kind of necessarily dragged own judgement. 


Treason occurrence could be easily made through any petitioning candidate be denied so defiantly, and that thing could piled up into peak as being over critical point, another conditioned order will be obliged to be made constantly, those examples are easily found in treason, and reorganized trial in any eras' history.  Thus, after all, afterward revocation of excommunication by Pope to Emperor made serially persistently run own mutual tension in gradually Rome Pope establishing histrirical consequences, indeed. Those own dual power structure is easily witnessed at any regional, any ethnically, any national unit on the earth. 


Nobody as allegorically expressed definition including each own idea unit, group, sect or so must have evading any unnecessary objection, but obliged situation very exceptionally makes specifically one unit has, or at another case, both units have own treason act in executing declaration of war, those interation could be seen in general our human being own history.


Those own process stepped example not only human mass as unit, group, crowd, nor so, very personal individual person to person relevance could have without exception. The truth is definitely our human nature abiding own irrestible consequences. 


Thus, very simply we can admit or kind of acknowledge that if we have no shyness abiding own pretending act and that minded triggering own vanity, we could have no treason in any unit nor any gathering, society and municipality. However, in fact, our human own history had never have that ideally regarded fact nor so. 


Yes, though, necessarily human vanity is made by our own small shyness made into unnecessarily expanded as saturation, and after all, unnecessarily, for instinctively made own vanity must have be constantly made own consciousness as prevention and defensive wisdom as sneaky idea, that interaction had some boiling point, unfortunately some violent treason must be embodies both at personal dimension and unit as gathering formed dimension as well. 



(Irregularly continued)




Feb. 6th.     2024