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H and B, from H into B. a.

To you two in meeting, my ambition around surviving Occidental two pillars as Europe and America will complete the mission.


However, probably, that way would not be so easily made on my reality.


In other words, reality and imagination in own discrepancy or kind of mutually against chemistry or so.


Nevertheless, in any circle, the kind of mutually strangely unconcerned, but in our own immanence, some crossed nature could have been prepared for our own reality. 


Probably it's not my passion nor intuition. That could be twisted joke in reality or reality arbitrarily prepares for.


Adorable mind and realistic one are mutually different. And liking covers both carnally and spiritually.


Time running provisionary destiny must be made so twisted so much, mustn't be?
Ernestly, but to me, this feeling must never be so easily extinguished by me, even if I will try the most, and only the thing is easily aware at least to me.


And if to me, every past could have been nothing, nothing but your presence specifically given to me as the condition only deserves at least to me. 


And only you are the presence at least to me your presence deserves to sacrificing everything except you. If is was not true love, so stark to something, how can I call love? Only the phrase can easily be made at least on me.  


Definitely, to it, my own egoism, I can know, but I can never stop this feeling no more.


Oh, mercy, please save me by yourself!
(Irregularly continued)




Mar. 20th.     2024


Appendix; All those are perfectly absolutely selfish idea on me, I can know so well, but at the same time, you are never accompanying anyone, at least at truly lovable one, but me, the unidentified hunch certainly overshadows my own mind and idea.