Natie was sitting on driver's seat, by herself considered these days her sufferable own experience around her thing and next global deva Billa, in relevance and future thing. In frank, to her, very attractive genius deva Billa was in frank, different dimensional presence in terms of professionalism and this view, and already, through transmission measure, the help and mutuall cooperative transactional future apperance was surely established on Billa, in frank, from the near future which will be upcoming on, her role as first siding Natie's reason to be vital presence at least for Billa will be diminished, thus she in her mind certainly after she will send her to Chicago musicians and their own network, she will go home to her country state. She made up her mind from the moment they four all personally had funeral and burial to dispatched mafioso syndicate missioned two guys they short down irrestibly. 
Because in frank, she was not musician nor didn't belong to singer and song writer or entertainer circle, because she was very heyday fashion model and occasionally erotic semi nude or half porno animation displayable beautiful model, in frank, surviving environment was mutually very gapped. Necessarily, to it, she had made up her mind never to confess so honestly, not mentioning to her and make farewell to her and her own companies. 

Nevertheless with those ideas, af the matter of fact, also to net, these several month days were not only very thrilling and exciting mentally, but also so emotionally, spiritually very moved and touchy days to her whole life view. She thinking so in recollecting many things on her own travel road on the run, being heard of next seat Billa's talk through her own terminal as music and Pops singers and songwriters entertainment circle belonging member  mutual fellowship and comrade relevance affection. She talks not only with Duelly Lipes but also at many very intimate many the same circle ones through indirect terminal conversation. She at her composing time with her own delberation and creating lyrics occasion, sometimes recollected after her debut relatively her professional earlier stage days things with many ones, that thing was confessed by her through the terminal when she independently shopped replaced with Natie and using some train from the station, some delay was made, never making Natie have own anxiety, she immediately informed it to her through her terminal at anytime she tried to do so by herself. 

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Anyway, except driving time, Billa was almost absorbed in only composing new songs tune melody snd beat option and even already written lyrics, she again and again checked any part at sitting driver's seat or passenger seat in parked location so temporarily, and Natie was occasionally came back to her car with Billa, but other time, she positively tried to go out from Billa staying car at having considerable time for creating news songs with her guitar at her hands. She at least to Natie's own impression, new typed requiem and more positively love ballad in own mixture, that tasty tone and expression form could have been deliberated in her personal mind, according to her own expression, Natie could witness and observe by herself. 

Billa was sometimes consciously and occasionally very accidentally as well recollected Duelly Lipes showing her own smiley and gentle expression and her own movable performance at enjoyable party or so and her spoken tone and her gesture included own speech atnospherr, and her for the first time considering and imagining own requiem could have been transformed and improved into own deva older comrade's own cheering message at healing whisper to herself in their own conversation. That was the type only femal singers and song writers could easily share to each other, the typed lyric tone and nature attending thing at least to these days Billa's own mentality and spirituality. 

At composing in deliberation time running, coyote crying voice was heard so attentively obviously clearly identified tone to two ladies, evening time was passed and nighttime approaching, they were notice through the voice by the one. Two were closing door of car and put on warmer devise, and tomorrow afternoon, Illinois capital city of state, Chicago will show them that own apperance and landscape of the city. 

(To be continued)

Mar. 11th.    2024