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Derailed Own Returning a.

Watershed is afterward an accidental recollection we've made awakened from the idea. 


One intended mind spontenity abiding own sprinting makes us intentional one neglecting to  any other idea. That must be almost autonomously made, and done.


That means kind of enjoying all segeregated situation and conditioned realities. I However, derailed orbit makes us own accidentally provided own discovery, it unexpectedly includes own lighted apperance.


In flashy recollective mind dragging moment, I was subconsciously awakened from our own original home tasty one ancient or so the eras' unknown place, e.g. next sitting one's ancestors own home land shared with my own ones.


However, once derailed one's own returning will have troublesome road, and ordinarily except entertainment circle, the coming back probable chance will be so few, we could say so either, but after all, according to individual one's own nature.


Derailing the own orbit for us personally could be so severe experience, but simultaneously, the experiencing by itself provides us own chance and occasion for watching our own appearance so with cooler view and mind. That could be some discipline, but with the experience, we can know our own substantial nature we personally can never deny.


Nobody can step, proceed, nor walk on own life road. Any hindrance, or any trouble is each irresistible. Though, retailing us into another orbit even is not that exceptional. 


Even if we extremely could derail from seen ordinary orbit, we have to modify the deviated state to normal one. That is our destined rule.


So, after all, ease your own tension, no other way for the present is given to you as well.


(Irregularly continued)



Apr. 1st.     2024