Anyone must have fovor and hate, even if so logically thought and evaluated in knowing, still liking or never getting to be hateful, that kind of thing must be present to anybody.
It must never be the idea with philosophically thought nor jusutice.
Very necessary that there’re the great ones, and they are even fulfilled any great achievement, simultaneously the evil did either for doing so, necessarily, never surrounded by any evil in the past but eventually either great was so exceptional in religion history.
Coz in the great religion historical ones, genuinely pure and great ones in terms of personality, character of human are never so many, rather they as so exceptional are in mixed together with great but never so genuinely pure ones as so many mumbers.
But eventually, so familiar and favorable than greatness, very loved by anybody coz they are with never skillful thing, even if they’re never so sophisticated, so as to say, even with talented part they have, but just never so applicable to these tarent, or just carelessly so unskillfully done everything in never so smooth life, that kind of ones are never so few, I see, so surely, you know.
Thus, toward only that kind ones, I sometimes want to tell something continuously, actually in my days.
Of course, only that kind of stance I must never treat so precious, but the moment to be in that feeling must be present to me, too. Never so few chances to me, too.
You must had been so well than you’d done, but with your trivial carelessness or negligence, or so tiny evil emotion jumping the gun, you’d spoiled something so utterly and never fatal false, you’d never done, but in so futil time spensings or so in useless roundabout you’d taken, in other words just for all of you being so, I want to tell something.
If you are told by somebody as if I explained now, the ones who are sympathized with my example to be the one, that kind of ones are never so few, seen to me so, but your life must neve expire and with hope and dream, I want you all to spend left your lifetime until you die, I surely wish so.
That example would be adopted also to the ones who are thinking no loger so young, or abaondoning everything, if you are in reformative mindset again, you also who are only with remorse or regert to the past false or failure, either, once you can reset everything as much as possible in your sure trial, can’t you?
Coz you are never the ones being so great but also with wicked or evil and never accomplished any that kind of things, neither, you can feel so surely to spend so significant life of you from that moment on, can’t you?
If you can think so, toward you are the ones with never so smoothe and wisely tactful life of you, do never so servile nor obsequios to anything, just you might introspect your passing road of you again and try to never do the same false or mistake and do everything in your life so carefully as much as possible, do never servailant nor subservient to anything!
Because you are never the ones who had betrayed someone nor plunge, entrap anyone actually.
You are either never survived only with gentleness nor kindness, but as long as you’d never breached nor violated the world wost evil or to say, even the one only surviving with every worst thing, your imagining evil you’d taken was never so bad than your sinful emotion, for the present, I want to tell you all who had spent the says only with being jerky to everything or incogulous to everything, again.
Don’t spoil your life itself in your unnecessary persistence to your bad past!
You might enjoy your life and yourself as you’d spent in your days of your life.
And only with some interest or concern to the matter you’d never done so well, be careful and take notice of only what you can absolutely reform, except these mindsets, you are wholly right to be so as you are, I’d like to say so, too, to you.
If you meet the ones who claim that thing around you, you should never be the pals nor partners of you.
Eventually, all you have to do is just only be polite to the one who is never hating and doing malicious thing to you, then you are never neede to be changed from now you, as to be.
Yes, let me suggest to you, the life of human is the one which we cannot expect any good meeting to someone and something, and you must never be needed to be servile nor so supple to kissass someone or something in stragely unnecessary anxiety.
Yes, I want to say, just only things like that.
Even if saying so important but so difficult thing, it would be precious but on the background of it, there’s a mind to say only so simple things, you know.
（Jan. 18th 2019）

Mat considering blocked out rough sketch of this miserable case in his actual witness and experience with true spot observing the two beautiful women’s corpses, namely he was known so well about that the one who was known to Mrs. Elegance’s confession to be bruised and hit by her husband that moment next to him were only Mat, Jeff, and left three, namely Mrs. Elegance as person herself confessing to Mat directly, and her adulterer but what transporter was known to that fact was essentially unknown, coz Mat and any other one were never mentioning to that matter even at meeting time. Namely her confession that that killed transporter told her how to release the tough chastity belt bound. Even to Mat, transporter’s action told by Mrs. Elegance was true, it could no longer be evidenced by anybody, and left one is necessarily Lawyer John Bricks, and he was just only told by Mrs. Elegance when she was alive together with Mat at his villa, San Juan. Namely no one except these five one, Mrs. Elegance’s suffering of domestic violence except the team of Tim’s emergent mission to Puerto-Rico at Christmas, holy day for anybody.
All of those facts were so grave, Mat thought so either. And moreover, now already two with Mrs. Elegance as confessor and her adulterer were both dead, that fact was absolutely grave.
But at that moment, there was a spot to observe the two beautiful women body, then he just listened to the coroner’s explanation, and at least, except fore narrated four persons, despite of it, Mat was a little astonished by next that spot’s scene also Mat was observing.
That was next, namely that mortuary chamber’s head, the US coroner said to Superintendent asking, “Your wife’s body is here you also can confirm, so many bruises we can easily discover, was that matter known to you, any days with her?”
To that question, Superintendent responded, next,
“I’d never known to it, my wife had so many unknow matter to me.”
Mat was very shocked with Superintendent’s replying talk with his words, coz Mat was confirming his tears with his eyes.
Mat was so embarrassed with that Superintendent’s response.
But Mat was thinking about all of those matters also in possibility that Mat at that time was so depressive with his lover’s death with his grave fault to approach stranger woman who was wife of Superintendent, then that exceptional situation may had made him think so, either, he tried to persuade his mind, namely possibly that Superintendent was just pretending to be gloomy and sad, so depressive with his wife’s sudden death.
Eventually, he thought that everything was figured out to anybody someday in near future, namely any response to this time so miserable incidents in chain must impact two nations with Mat’s mother country and the US., he in mind concluded so.
But just one thing he was so interested in was what he possibly was never known to her bruise was true matter, only at this cace his impotence to her was absolutley evidenced, only that kind of tiny idea was popping up on his mind, but he soon forgot its idea, after getting out of that spot with other men.

Mat and his lawyer, and Superintendent was out from mortuary chamber after expiring of coroner’s surveillance report to the ones who are concerned with that case instantly after the incident’s occurrence.
Tomorrow is the day at that time for funeral service for these two beautiful women. Mat necessarily first were going to participate in Lily’ it with Lily’s family with her brother and sister, and Jeff, Tim and other missioned team members.
He secretly was going to go to Mrs. Elegance’s it after expiring all process of Lily’ s it with her family or friends.
He must leave the Commonwealth of Puerto Rico as US Estado Libre Asociado de Puerto Rico to his and Lily, Tim and any other member’s home.

(to be continued)

(Jan. 18th. 2019)

Dec. 26 was so gloomy for Mat, but his only ally in juridical matter was only Lawyer John Bricks, when he was told many things by Lawyer John Bricks the last his saying content about the witness to testimony, he imagined Jeff coz the most important witness transporter was killed. He had no witness except Jeff who could testify the truth around Mat.
Lawyer John Bricks was coming to his staying police station after a long trip of general airplane.
He first, said to Mat after official greeting to each other,
“This police station must inspect two women’s corpses and as concerned to Mrs. Superintendent specifically, in her sexual organ, as you explained with your phone, her accepting other man’s sperm was discovered at the inspection, Superintendent would take advantage of his win, coz probably if she was so chaste to her husband, that matter was never able to be evidenced, then if she had discovered the nymphomaniac favor only after she ran away from her husband, and in escaping road, she was given to be so with meeting many men for her as an enchanting different sex persons. Namely she would be regarded as Stockholm syndrome, but if that her chastity was never evidenced, she would be taken to be nymphomaniac woman by nature, if that matter would be applied to the case’s truth, probably that fact must merit even Superintendent’s action to her, namely, his forcibly making her worn in chastity belt, if that kind of sequel was set to the trial and get the judgement, Superintendent was never sentenced so heavily, it is the most plausible development in this case.”
Mat consulted with many things toward any plausible matters in this case, and he returned to the hotel temporarily he used after the miserable shooting battle in front of his eyes and with the saddest incident with two women’s death.

Mat and his asking John Bricks was going out of the police station and two was promised to see again at there, police station tomorrow for meeting the report by coroners with inspecting result in the station. After greeting of parting, they were each going to their hotels.

Next day, Dec. 27, they saw together at waiting room of the police station.

“Please come in this room.”
Two men was called by the middle- aged man going out of the mortuary chamber wore his white robe, and at the spot, another old gentleman was called and waited to his call and responding his indication, he was just Superintendent after coming to that waiting room, Mat was soon assured of his presence when he came there after he and Bricks talked together.
He once watched him at the reception, but just once. Of course, he’d never talked to him. He’d already kept company with Lily at that time, and he first saw Mrs. Elegance, but in his memory, her presence was never so impressive, namely he first knew her so strong enchantment when she needed a rescue to Mat.
Three men was entering into mortuary chamber, and confirming it, middle-aged coroner was saying to three observing two corpses of particularly familiar to two.
“Look at these bodies, one is Mrs. Superintendent, here, your wife (toward Dionisius Superintendent) and another is Ms. Lily( toward Mat). They were completely near instant death, because their shot position by shooters were almost the same, left their each heart position, they were so professional, one was by this body’s Ms. Lily and another was by criminal of this case.”
He indicated pointing each body with his left finger and palm and additionally he said to three men,
“Probably two shooters are each professional and also they were carefully considering each target, coz two woman were so beautiful then injuring the face or head was unwelcome action, they must judge for a split second that was so appropriate, but that sniping skill in so short second was never so easy to do for anybody, two snipers were trained so much just because of it, they did so, for the ones who morn, in near future after shooting.”

That coroner was from the US. main land then able to speak English.
Mat was never talking to Mrs. Elegance’s husband, but probably he was informed also observing of the lover of killed sniped dead young woman than his wife, but also, he did never talk to him even one word.
So tensed and official lengthy formally stiff mood was drifting in the mortuary chamber.
At a glance to Dionisius Superintendent, he was never weeping nor floating any tears, but that gloomy expression was seen so clearly also to Mat.
He did never look at Mat.
(to be continued)

(Jan. 18th. 2019)